Sunday Blue...

People talk abt Monday blue, bt my blue day's started slightly earlier...on Sunday! Well, it is Book in Day today. Starting to countdown fr the POC date (if any) on the 14th of Dec. 28,29,30,31 NOV,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13...14 DEC!

3 more book in and it will be all over....

I'm feeling better with my physical strength as each day goes by. But can i make it on the IPPT day? Frankly speaking i was also quite anxious for the past few weeks...I 1 2 Pass out with the rest of the 37 sqmates! I don wan 2 b terminated! NO NO NO...

Guys, dun worry, i'll continue 2 haf the self-belief to my very last day in PA. As i said, nxt wk will b a very very very crucial wk of my life.


Odds for betting for my IPPT results:
PASSED - $1.65
FAILED - $2.40

From the odds u can tell im still very positive abt passing the test. Whoever interested can sms mi @ 92700152 for placing ur bets. =P

Ohh ya, today its e live EPL match btw Newcastle Untied and Everton, SCV channel 22 @ 10am. As usual, i do not haf the chance as i'll b in-camp. update mi e score if u happen 2 watch this match Kk? Thks~!

Pull, pull and pull...!

The date nw is 26 of nov 2004. my 2nd attempt on ippt is closing nearer n nearer. Well my intensive training still goes on bt time is running out, i gotta prove im worth staying in the force. I guess i'll haf a wk more 2 prove anithing b4 its too late.

The word - TERMINATION always came 2 my mind during my stay in PA. sqmates keep reminding me abt this n i knw some of them realli concern me alot. i must nt let them dw ya?

im left with Pull-up station 2 b cleared n i knw i must, no matter wat clear this station... Next wk will b a crucial wk 4 me...i must realli do something...if nt i'll regret this 4 my whole life. Kicking mi out of Ns?


NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!

Anyway this is my blog and u guys r reading it, there's no pt hiding my weakness. Ya, ppl will laugh @ me bt this is a fact n im gonna face it sooner or later....

In case in passed out fr tracom, im choosing Police Coast Guard as my posting...ppl say im silly in choosing this unit bt i knw myself too well. Im nt up 4 e job in division, i hate paper work! judy knw dat.... =)

tmr will b a rest day 4 mi bcos my arms r aching n i MUST rest. im nt trying 2 b slack bt hopefully it will b a wise choice inorder 2 attain my objective.

SO SO SO .... PULL (*6) over the chin-up bar n that's simple. Anithing lesser den dat....





OUT I GO!

Meeting Up Session

yest my net frd (S1) msg mi n asked whether 2 catch a movie. Well, ever since we knw each other for 2yrs+ ago, may b its time 4 a meet up? so i tink y nt?

We decided to meet up for a show - Bridget Jones, The Edge Of Reason @ LIDO. It's a 2am show n we meet up @ Senja Lrt station bcos we stay very near of each other. We took a cab n meet her elder sis (which s1 requested) (S2) dw there.

I laughed out thru out e show bt still, e whole meeting screwed up bcos of 1 incident. The thing dat i was pissed off was, s1 n s2 made my pay for e ticket w/o even attempting 2 pay mi! Obviously i wasn't turn off nt bcos i was very particular abt e money issue. It's e attitude they made dat really made mi disappointed, especially s1. She din even bring her wallet out!

Many yrs ago, as usual i met a net frd 4 a movie, she insisted 2 pay me back e ticket $ n i was really impressed n appreciated 4 e effort she made, n again im nt going 4 e money. its e tots dat count.

worse cum to worst, they (s1 n 2) even make mi pay for their meal! It's fair dat i pay 4 e cabfare n i cant believe there r such gers exisiting. yes we r guys, so waT? y makes them so special abt it to the extent dat i mz serve them with foods and drinks?

Anyway i dun blame them, bcos this is Singapore n ppl r trained to b materialistic, which i hate dat. it's a sad thing 2 c, bt 2 me those gers realli left mi a very bad impression on them.

bt other den dat s1 was a nice lady. We sitted under her (mi n her, sis left for hm earlier) blk and chat till 9+am, it was a nice chat bt too bad she was those kind of lady who was money driven, so was her sis. $_$

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Ohh, time 2 prepare 4 book in. Will b back on fri evening...i really miz training life as compared 2 division life. Bt christmas falls in btw my block leave! Hooray...Ding Dong Bell! We wish u a merry christmas , we wish u a merry christmas, we wish a merry christmas n a happy new yr!


*Din knw dat my blog is so popular. Even my cousin is reading it!*


My slogan: Blog so popular, even cousin reading it... ;p

What's wrong with me?

I hate u!






This was what a girl u dearly in luv said to u....



How will u feel?


After 10mths, i still cant 4got her. I tried my best 2 nt bother anithing abt her. E day she left, she was so mean,left w/o a word. Yet i dun hate her bt still luv her deeply as days goes by. Now i realised dat what's true luv. it's abt hoping she will b 2gether with a man who luvs her dearly altot she's nt by ur side. Hoping her every single day will b happy.

I dare not tink abt ani chance 2 b 2gether with her again.

It's jz a dead dream.....

i almost entered a r/s when i holds a ger hand bt in my mind for dat very sec, i was thinking abt her. Yes her. I knw it will b unfair if i don't luv dat ger. I retreated aft dat. I was pulled back fr another r/s. Aft so mani mths she's still hiding in my mind. i tried 2 chase her off my heart bt she still managed 2 stay inside, very deep inside....

She hates me. Y? I gave my very best in dat r/s n she jz left me 4 another guy. When she left, i dun blame her,hoping dat she found sum1 she luv. I was sad @ dat moment, i tried 2 crawl my way back reality n i managed to do dat recently. She was back again. I saw her recently. I was surprised 2 c sum1 i tot was dead in my life. The same old feelings was back 2 haunt me.

Almost every single nite i was tinking of her. does she knw abt it? I tell e whole world i'm e guy dat luv her most. May be i can jz delete her no. off bcos she jz changed her mobile no. n b4 i can rem her no. in my heart, which i cant delete there aft. May b i'll b regretted doing so bt by deleting her no. , this will remove my ani chance of msging or even call her in future. I must b mean 2 myself. So rite nw, i'll delete her no. away as fr 2dae.

If Diana even c this msg, this is wat i wanted 2 say 2 u:

For watever things u do in future, i'll nt knw. Hope u will tk gd care of yrself n found sum1 who can tk care of u. Most imptly, luv u more den i do. i'll always cherish every moments i spent with u 2gether. U can hate me if u wan, bt i hope everything will cum 2 an end by 2dae.

I luv u....

Newcastle 1 Man U 3

Haiz..Altot Alan the Man scored against man u, bt newcastle still lose to my rival with the heartbreaking scoreline of 1-3. I do nt haf e chance 2 watch this match bcos im, as usual, doing my patroling ard btpj,AGAIN...abit sick n tired of e life dw there..

cases attended 2dae:

- POSB CISCO ALARM ACTIVATED : Haf u ever tried standing infront of e POSB counter @ 2am in the morning? - I did!

- FAMILY VIOLENCE @ CCK : Tragic Story, sad case. Daughter scratched her dad's back with both her hands. Red mark found on the complt back. Complt reported to police, accused fled! lolz...

- NOISE HEARD BY COMPLT @ 4AM, bt when we arrived @ scene, we heard onli crickets sound. the complt told us 2 listen carefully of e "noise" in her rm. 3 of us heard nth. We concluded dat the lady was INSANE. We heard nth yet she still say she heard sumthing unusual. That was strange i tot...We call this type of person as 32. Y?

Cos according to law manual,under section 32 chap 224 of the penal code. Those type of person r classfied as unsound mind person.

.................

R u 1 of them?

Alan the Man...

Today i'm going 2 make my Blog more interesting...visually!
feedbacks fr my some called "READER" told mi dat my contents was quite enriching...hees..bt do u knw this is where e part i done pretty well in my composition. Contents scored well but poor in Vocab and Grammer.


i find my blog abit dull... '(-_-)'

More pic shld upload so it wun b word aft word, sentence aft sentence..yA?

2 let u guys knw more abt me (Qns by reader's: y shld i bother abt u?) i shld tell u more abt myself. starting fr my idol - Alan Shearer.

he's 34 .....

Born in England...

Ex-National England Captain...

Retiring soon...

Played for Blackburn Rover FC b4 he was transfered to Newcastle Untied, the club i supported for nearly 10yrs. I hate Man U, cos of the manager, "SIR" alex feguson. he's arrogant, totally suxs! Wan 2 knw hw he look? go to Google.com image, u type in this Alex FeGUGUson suxs. U may c his bloody pic.

Y i dun show it here? cos i don bother....

This sunday there's a match btw Newcastle and Man U , a show u will nv miz,i predicted a score of 2-1 to new... cheerS~!

Happy Deepavali's!!

before i start my story for the day, i wish all the indians a happy deepavali's! CheerS...


Well, jz woke up fr my bed aft a long nite @ btpj vicinity. If u ask me btw day n nite shift, which i preferred. I wld tell u i dunno...i tink nite time the cases we handle r more interesting den the day, bt compared to the no. of cases,nite time will b lesser....I guess i treated this blog as my police diary so when i'm back to Police academy, i knw wat kind of report to write....

As usual, reported to work @ 1830hrs. Aft all the briefing and preparation, we left the npc at 7+.

**Beep Beep**
1st case attended was a case of - one man loitering suspiciously at my blk. Police help. When we arrived at scene, we take the lift to the top lvl and do a vertical policing.

What's a vertical policing? it's 2 officers who will take at the corners of the blk and together they walk dw fr the staircase and screen the lvl. dw and dw until the 1st lvl. No subject found, resume patrol...

Next fire alarm activated for 2hrs continuosly..Arrived @ scene, I hear nth..case negative.

Roadblocks! yest nite done alot of road blocks @ diff location. It was nt fun totally. I realli hate it n i dun wan 2 mention anithing abt RB. Next case pls..

This is a scary incident. There's a accident at bangkit rd. When we arrived @ scene, it was a huge crowd and i saw 2 motorbike in pieces. They injured was wanded to the hospital b4 i arrived. Guess wat i saw...a pool of blood!!! i was stunned bcos of the sudden msg we attended. I knw i gotta b prepared if i wanted to stay in ther force for long, something which i need 2 b adapt as quickly as possible...

This was the last case and e most interesting case of the day. Blk 447, duno wat road, i dun rem. A complt called police and inform dat there was a person standing outside his hse screaming. Police assitance needed. We arrived at scene and we approach the complt n managed to found out dat the person was actually a lady who wanted to see her children @ so late! 4+am in the morning...she was already in seperate terms with his husband, who haf an affairs outside! bastard him!! The Guy side family do nt wish 2 let her in bcos its in late nite hrs and they oso discovered dat she consumed acohol n attemped sucide.

Once we gather the case facts, as usual, we do a vertical policing and managed to trace her @ 11th floors. My buddy shouted us and we rushed towards the direction. She was sitting dw there trying to make a call. She look depressed as she was crying. the woman Cpl engaed to talk to her and i was the 1 covering her and oso prevent her fr jumping out of the HDB. We managed to cool her dw and lying 2 her dat no1 made the police report. She said she knw its e family who made the report but the cpl continue to lie. Jz when we was abt to take the lift to ground lvl. The SCDF arrived and walked out of the lift, there was 5 persons. haha...its was funny when we face to face btw the lift door and the Xprssion of the SCDF staff. Our plot was totally destroyed.

We haf to sent the lady back to 'J'urong HQ for interviews with the Investigatin Officer. While conveying her to the HQ, she told us her story n @ dat moment, i felt sorry for her.

She came fr malaysia,married for 10 over yrs,in seperate terms,haf 2 child aged 9 and 3,did not work since married to the husband, do nt haf ani experience in working, husband having affairs with her frd! Damn it...She told us she dunno wat 2 do n her future was in total darkness.

It's like a story telling session and i shld end it nw. (2 DOLLAR PLS)

Tomorrow will be a brand new start

i'm jz 12hrs away fr attachment! wah...im so excited, ani can share my feelings? i've waited for yrs for this moment, a moment of a taste of police life.


Attachment starts fr 8th to 20th of nov.

Jz a story abt a ordinary guy, haf u ever tot y he wanting 2 sign on as a police officer...





Did any1 tot of daT?



i'll tell u my story b4 my attachment.....


A guy who nv tot of becoming a policeman. When he was young, he was afraid of police officer. When they cum near him, he gt e sense of uneasy. Bt this little boy started to grow up and he dunno on which particular date n time, he started of thinking of joining the force. He tot he will nv get in...


but he did.



He was in the shocked when the police recruitment center called him n told him dat he was short-listed. What a wonderful feelings he haf when he rec the call.

And nw this little boy is abt to pass out in a month time. Can he make it? he himself oso nt very sure of it. At least he can b a 2weeks officer and proudly leave the academy with pride. he tried his best, bt in the later stage of the training...is he too late? Did he life cum to an end if he can't make it to the POC?

He dare not tink too far n he will b going 2 iron his uniform and pants( i hate dat) and tmr here he goes, a new challenge await of him. He....Yes,one of the officer who will patrols ard ur hse....

u nv knw....

Screwed Up Day

Just completed my Scenario Based Test this morning...was partner with my squadmate for a case of Affray(Fighting Case). We were stunned by the accused reaction in this case as we were nt prepared by the test. Guess what? My revolver was snatched by one of the accused and no1 expected the role player to b acting so real. I handled the situation badly n i cant imagine 1 day when i will be on duty, facing the same problem, that will be no joking rite? I pray and pray hoping i can realli fulfill e basic field requirement as a police officer. So, one of the senior officer failed my sqmate and me bcos of the incident. But aft discussion with another officer, they decided to give us another try bcos the role play dun follow the actual situation they wan it 2 be, it ws over done.

God bless on dat moment. =o

This time rd the case was much more better den e 1st attempt. We managed to make a pass and there will b a SBT II on fri cum IPPT.

Ohh..wondering y i haf time 2 write a blog on weekdays? bcos im nw in the computer lab on and external course outside PA. I'm OUT OF PA! finally...for few hrs. Going back soon, let's hope time week will pass as soon as possible. I'm looking foward for the attachment on this coming Mon, i'm attached to Juliet division, bt the NPC willl b only knw on the 1st day of att. More story 2 cum in future. Nxt week, same time same channel, u dun miss it! cya!