Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Last puffs for 2013

9th
Just woke up from sleep and rushing off to work. Brother was sending me when I took a quick puff of it. 

5th-8th
Usual puff at the centre. Shh. It's against the law. I'm starting to miss my cigs and I think it will be pretty challenging when the sticks get lesser and lesser.


My last 4. It's like munching the pocky pocky slowly till it's last bit, candle burning till the flame dies. I'm feeling the tremendous STRESS! 

2324hrs, inhaling my last puff. Patching starts a min later. Good bye to the demons in 2013. :)




Sunday, December 29, 2013

What happened for the past month

Break off a friendship for years after a real confrontation at his house. We are not friends anymore, that said her mum paid her debts but not him. He can bring girls out for a fine dining and wine but not paying me a single cent for months, fair? It's not the money that counts but the creditability to fulfill your promise. He lost contact for months and I think it's just about time to express my disappointment in such a way. End it all.   

Another bold decision is to quit drinking and I think I've done pretty well for the past 3 weeks. Very minimal and now I'm outside blogging and going to a place of soccer watching coup with an option to drink. I hope I will be able to resist.

Smoking quite heavily lately and this is a catchy problem to resolve. Next year onwards will start the patching but I think the small dosage patch doesn't work on me anymore. :(

Investment plan I've signed up. $800 a month and call me crazy. That was a gamble and I admit it's hard to sustain. Quit drink and smoke will be easy to maintain that subscription. Saying is easier.