Emotionals got charged

Lately, I got my emotional feelings back, after riding past the good old past of a relationship, listening to some old love song which can relate to the past. I remember my past 2 ex-gf, whom left a great impact on my love life. One got married with another one got missing since 8 years ago.

It triggered. It can be triggered like a sleeping volcano. The lava always beneath the volcano hill. I thought I was a robot with no feelings but I am wrong. I am a sleeping volcano. Listening to some songs which relates to the past can be astonishing and overwhelming.

I will try and sleep. Being emotional that I could not sleep. I miss them. Yup, it's them when you think I am an asshole for missing so many people. I am just someone who life in the past. I miss the old moments, the time I was with that person.