Communication Deficiency

Yesterday pissed off another lady - 'M'. Sometimes I was wondering if I am so detestable when it come to communication. Perhaps I am someone who is not easily to communicate with, I serious have the thought of it. I don't mean anything when I talk. Usually it was without any motive behind it. End up the receiver will always pissed off. Should I say sorry when I don't even know I am in the wrong.

'K' had resigned from her job in Singapore and returned back to her hometown. When I text her, she was so cold and cut off the conversation. I guess the fate between us has indeed come to an end. In the first place, I shouldn't express myself when I was drunk, blowing up my frustration in the running which causes her annoyance. Thinking back, I destroyed my plot and made the wrong move. She got everything which I look for, but too bad it has come to an end. Whether I like it or not, it was game over.

When I tell someone I am single, they won't believe me, I was wondering was it due to my age (30!) or my look (hehehe..) Some say I am choosy, am I? At some point of time, I was looking for attention, someone who can pay much more attention towards me can be a privilege. That exclusive focus on me, fat hope... I don't harm anyone, being nice to the weak. But what I got in return is loneliness. I should be able to went through it and get used of being a loner. Whatever it's, I break my world record of not going out on a Friday and Saturday off days.

Be it, having a party with friends or sitting alone in my room having an ice cool beer, only the right person will able to feel what I am feeling now.

See you once again

27/06/2013, I was on vehicular rounds where I saw my ex-girlfriend at the car park. My first reaction was to PRETEND that I did not see her. 

From lover to stranger, we once in a relationship with some much fond memories, but in the end i have to drive past her. that spilt second,i felt it was satire. I always wonder how two person deeply in love can reach today's stage, i'm losing more esteem when it come to that. It's been more than 5 years of breaking up, ever since my love life can be written up in a single A4 paper.

Looking afar, I'm pondering once again.

Disappointed family's decision

I was so angry when I have a tiff with my mum and brother. They actually brought the sofa and dining table without discussing anything with me! I'm part of the family and I seriously think that I should be joined in the purchase, give my view etc. my brother said not much variety in sofa and hence he let our parents decide. My mum said it's those 'cheap' sofa and hence they made the decision. The point is not on the sofa decided. I'm part of it and why can't let me be also the deciding party???? I'm extremely disappointed when my mum say she got no time to talk to me because I always go out drink! My brother say I always sleep and busy. Is that the excuses you guys gave me for making such a decision? I felt that bypassing me is such a disappointment.

I left home and told them to decide whatever they want, don't bother to ask me cause I'm just like an outsider. 

Shitty feel ....going for a drink now

iPhone 4 found, iPhone 5 dead

First to discovered that my iPhone 5 was full charged at 80% and the next moment, I was unable to charge it. Interesting after declaring that my iPhone die on me, I angrily took a cab back home after work and found an iPhone 4 in the cab. It was vibrating on my spinal and for a moment, I thought my back was aching. Last year found an iPhone 4S in the club and it seem like I am quite lucky with the number 4. I hope one day I am able to find a wallet with tons of money in it.


May be in my dream....

Singapore's four seasons; hot, wet, flood and haze.

Once again, our homeland was well covered by haze from the deforestation of Sumatra, Indonesia. Pollutant  Standards Index (PSI) reaches155 last night and I was having difficulty in sleeping. Haze comes with dry air and it was so hot to sleep as well. Flipping on my bed and was certain that I was having a bad sleep.

Still, work to do and life goes on even it hit 200. Haze became a hit as a common topic in Facebook. Wondering if one day, Singapore facing natural disaster, what will our countryman's reaction be. Let's hope the haze condition will be improved as the burning charcoal smell in the air was so unbearable. memory of those who smoked in front of me when i first started quitting. No more repeatation of 1997-226 PSI reading, I seriously hope so...*cough cough

49 days non-smoking, corresponding to government campaign - Save my world.

June 2013, hope another month without puff.

I'm at club galaxy and fighting the nicortine demon. Puffing is way to easy now. Perseverance!

Sundown Marathon 2013

The sundown marathon 2013 at F1 pit ended this morning. A completion of half marathon - 21.1km was not satisfying for me cause I took 3.5 hours to finish off. The pace can be rival to walking. Waited for one of my poly female friend who also took part in the run. Ran along with her until I became bored and lost my interest in running! Eh you know what I meant.

Still, a completion is still fulfilling. A second thought of the standard chartered full marathon with my legs strain a little. 

Bravo! That's the spirit and beauty of running. Jurong lake run 2013 will be next on 7th July.