Gone

she had left on 12.12.2007.

Many thanks to people who visit my blog lately and shown concern.

I am Better

It's raining now. Felt so cold due to the drizzling since evening. My mind somehow had stabilized abit but still it's hard to swallow that kind of sadness. Counting the days, the matter has been dragging for 2 over months and I can't believe I can still continue to this stage. Everyday is driving me crazy. U seem to be cold and much more unconcern towards me as compared to the past and I know I can't ask for much as of today. I jz felt pathetic and the only thing I can do is to keep on trying. I will make some effort and I really hope you can see it and treat me slight better den previously.

I constantly remind myself not to ask too much about u. I don wan 2 interfere much of ur life altot I am extremely concern on ur well being. You told me you drove a car with ur friends beside u. I am thinking alot of possibilities when u mentioned that. But I chose not to ask too detail because I know I am not in a position to be so KPO about ur life. Who M i to you now? No one can give an answer to that. But I still hoped to get updated information about u, that's including on ur life lately, at least the basic. You may call me when u r free as what I had done so far. Pursue ur dream in 2 mths time. I only want to spent the last few moments with u when u r still around. That's what I asked for and nothing else. =)