Missing

I started to feel fear. Fearful of everything that's gonna happen in life. I have no direction in life, aimlessly passing each and everyday away. I went back smoking and was mild addicted to it. God, please help me and dispose all my excuses. I know I did not do a good job in quitting. All I can say it's my best tries.


I need support and I came to realise that friendship is more important than anything else. I concluded that there's no true friendship between men and women. In fact it's a thin line apart and you will always be confused by it. Anyway she will be gone in less than a month. How do I cope life's without her? My support in life was gone long ago till she came into my life. Be it in a friendship style or what. I don't wanna differentiate the differences between the two. I will just treasure the last moments of her stay in Singapore before she fly off to Aust for studies.

Best friend's for now...but how come can friendship last?

true friendship between man and woman?

Can there be true friendship between man and woman? Recent months got real close with her, can say we are real good friend's. But people tend to spread rumours about us. I treat her as a friend and din really bother about what other had said. But it get pretty annoying when people speculate with no grounds.

When it come to the opposite sex friendship, people tend to doubt. It's a thin line apart I guess. Anyway this blog entry was the first introduction about her. We drinks, have fun but never do anything intimate. Although she tend to get real close to me when she was drunk. Do you guys think that she have a feel for me?

Never take any advantage of her, no I'll never do that. May be I don't feel any love and pure friendship. All I can say that it get complicated when it involves man and woman?

May be I am giving away my new blog address to those I felt who have the rights to enter my life. I swear that I am going to blog with all the truth, no more surface facts.