Finally I gave up the ownership of the vios car. Well, nothing turns ugly and it was after much consideration. I am not under any financial crisis, I am getting better I suppose. Having a car is a long term liability and I can't save much monthly. I would rather gave up the luxury of waking up slightly late then to see big sum of money pouring into transport. Taking LRT to work became my routine and life's back to normal once again. For the past 3 months, its like an another episode of my life. Gazing back to the path I had walked, I regretted not to cultivate myself on the habit of savings and instead dumping all the hard earn money into the gambling pool.

That's my mistake in life. Take it and move on. My attitude remains as I vowed to clear my name. I don't wanna be a hardcore useless gambler like what you see in the anti gambling advertisement on channel 8. It shows a selfish Dad branching out his arms to his Daughter, not to hug her tightly with love but to lure away the piggy bank she was holding. '我的手气不错,就一把。'

We tend to make mistake in life but most importantly is to learn and realise what was wrong. Some people take a life time to learn, some only learn when the situation is beyond control and some even still making the same old mistake. Yes, I am 25 this Nov and seem like it is still not to late to realise what I had missed out. I wanna travel overseas and see thing, seating on my first flight on air. Not again the old me, I swear.

It's not everything u feel can be blog down. Sometimes the true feelings shall be kept unsaid as those might be hurtful to others. Over the years, I blog with my own opinion, said what I really wanted to said, but now I should refrain myself from doing so and Hendry Blog is no longer a diary of his heart. I learnt to withdraw my emotional feelings and keep mum.

It's the truth that will be the most hurtful, but that's also what people wanna know. But how much can one's take the hurtfulness? I don't wanna be fake and truthful. At the other hand, I don't wanna lie and able to face life's with faith. I am in a dilemma. I did not let you down and I am sorry it has come to an end. I hope you will live life to the fullest. Here I wish u all the best.