Misunderstanding

Acter: H and C
Actress: A

Let mi tell u guys a story btw H, C and A. This story started way back in Dec 2003. A n H knew each other thru A cousin and they went steady soon after they met. No1 expected tis r/s 2 last 4 long but on n on it goes...months passed by. 2 b frank, I was quite surprised that this r/s last 4 ard 1yr+ n both of them tot e story will haf a gd ending. Dun b mistaken, C is not a 3rd party. jz recently, H n A broke off becos A was jz too sick n tired of H nonsense. H treated A well, bt A even showered more love on tis r/s. I can say A luv H more den he do. H jz dunno hw 2 treasure tis r/s n it finally reached 2 e stage where there's no turning back. H started 2 get depressed but he tried 2 b brave by nt showing his sadness. Somehw or rather U jz can feel him loneliness. I bet he was totally devasted by A decision n tried 2 win back e battle, bt he failed. A started 2 went out with C after e breakoff.

They had feelings 4 each other n gt 2gether recently. H was furious after knwing e dating bcos C used 2 b his close frd, bt stil dun knw both of them r 2gether. In e view of luv, there's no rite or wrong. it's such a strange thing dat cant b explained. H lost A bcos he does not knw hw 2 treasure e most precious thing of his life. Yes, true luv is precious n its like a special little peddle of sand on a bench 4 u 2 search. H found his, bt he do nt grab hold tightly of it n e wind jz blown it off into the ocean. H ran n dived into the deep blue ocean insearch for e little peddle of sand. but do u tink there's another chance of grabbing hold of it again?

H will b tinking back if in d 1st place, if he grabbed hold of it tightly, this tiny sand will nt b blown off by e strong wind. H will b regret 4 life 4 losing this precious sand which sinked into e deep blue ocean....there's no way back?

Life's seem 2 get boring as days goes by...

Well, currently having my leave spell till 10th of Aug. It's a long awaited break 4 me after e static lifestyle i'm going thru, rd n rd e cycle goes...times flies n I've been in cck npc for half yr! trying 2 add spices into my life. Something in life I wanted 2 change but may b I'm a guy who practise procrastination.

"Aiya, do another day la...2dae jz ain't gt e mood 2 do it."

Sometimes I jz hate myself 4 being in this state, bt hw 2 change it 4 e better? In my mind I gt so much things 2 do bt yet 2 get it done.

1) Learn Sign and Malay Language - Sumtimes my Malay colleague tok in Malay language n it gets me frastrated 4 nt knowing wat actually they r toking abt...argh~!~!~ Another interesting language dat I wanted 2 learn is the sign language. Actually saved the contact no. of one of e sign language learning centre - 62194561 in my fonebk, bt however..Again, procrastination steps in and overrule my Will power in learning. Some1 help mi pls? Or any1 willing 2 go 4 e lesson with me, provided u r free la? Pls let mi knw K?

2) B a stronger Man - Frds always says Im so fair, nt healthy! I remind myself 2 go gym n get sun tanning, guess what, procrastination haunts mi again... -__-"

3) Save $ - When m I starting 2 save up some $ 4 my future? My Mum always says dat no ger will marry me when what I'm earning isn't enuff 4 my own spendings. In future who will buy e milkpowder 4 e baby? =X

4) Quit Smking - Fed up la...frd's ard mi r smking, colleague ard me r smking. Temptation r always there. Can all e ppl ard mi stop smking or may b e government ban smking totally? it's a gd thing 2 hear that e government is banning ppl fr smking @ e kopitiam w.e.f fr July 06, more prohibition 2 places 2 smk soon...

5) "Renovation" 2 my rm - I wanted 2 buy mini fridge 4 my room n hi-5 stands n turn my bedroom into a nice place 2 chill-out but procrastination this idiotic monkey was hanging ard my brain. Goosh!~! Spare e monkey a banana n pls get lost!

What m i doing? Pls wake up henDry. U shldn't lead such a frastrusting life. Stand up for Singapore! Stand up 4 e family n pls pls pls don't sit or even slping! Wake up!



But will I? =P

05-10/08 Leave Spell Once Again

I'll b on leave fr 5th - 10th of Aug. Lalala.... National day is coming n this yr I can sit on my sofa n watch e NDP live. haha...

Summary of Last Wk

days after days...Wks after wks...yrs after yrs...life cycle goes on n on until the day u catch ur very last breathe. Life is fragile like a little baby skull. sad 2 say that i'd jz attended a death case on 23/07. Jz a natural death case n it seem like im more numb 2 c e deceased infront of me n this was e 3rd time i c dead ppl infront of my eyes since i join e force. Yest jz attended Alan father's funeral wake n infd by him that his father jz passed away bcos of high blood pressure. No signal n god took a father n a husband of a close family out of e sudden. Life is fragile...so fragile, don't u tink so? 1 min u r here luffing loud while eating a bowl of fishball noodle but u wun knw e next min 1 fishball might cause ur life away...


Yes...1 killer fishball might choke u 2 death. When i blog, im nt joking abt dat. Jz 2 share abt some incident where my mind will makes me tink of the word -DEATH.

1)When im coughing aft puffing a stick of cigarette.

2)When im riding on my frd's bike. Especially Lawrence bike in poly dayz.. he's a hell rider man!

3)When....im imagining e pessimistic things in life. Imagination can bring u to somewhere u cant travel in realistic life.

Aiya no time le la....im running late. cos 2dae im going 2 funan centre 2 redempt my 15 inches LCD minitor ..lalala...as well as sending my idiotic mp3 player which cost @ $169 n i used it for a wk b4 it goes "sick"? Knn... -_-"

Go liaoz..Kia la Kia la( Go la Go la) Bye!

Happy 1 mth!

its 1 mth since I brought a pack of cigarettes @ MaMashop etc.. it was an amazing results I can say, but on n off still smk la...source of cig are my victimize frds and bro. Now wun get flu in the morning w/o smk. Less tots 4 smking n I can proudly say I can easily go w/o smking 4 a day! BO LAKSA la... Yeah Yeah Yeah..~!~!~

2dae went for team function @ Lau Pasa for e celebration of ASP(2) Sim, SI Sim and SSSgt Jamal n also the departure of ridzuan n irwan after they ORD. Sad tot...but I tink life is @ such, ppl come n go..jz wish both of them all e best! work well out there~ actually nt much issues also. jz got my bonus n this time ard I must save!~ It will b fearful if I gt no savings n 1 day I might b begging on e streets~

Gimme e power of work n I must jiayou since leaving 2 checkpt came to an dead end. I shldn't tinking abt LOBO life as wat my TL said: go checkpt MEI CHU XI! Howtat ar! mz jia you hor...e journey is stil a long 1 n dun tink too much la.. strike well 4 ur future n all e way!!

All e way.....2 e very end of life!