Luv sometimes can turn out b an evil spirit that haunt people's heart, when u nv observe it changes. As reference 2 e previous post, the story of H,C n A will come to an end with H charged with AWOL (Absent Without Official Leave) by his camp. A few minutes ago I was chatting with H over e Msn, he infd me that he will b heading to Detention Barrack(DB) for at least 40days bcos he took MC on 2 particulars day w/o seeking e doctor. As alot of my frds knw, he's MC king, e guy who took mc as n when he like. But y come in this 2 particular days he slippeD? Hw come he purposely took MC w/o producing a Medical Cert? It's e evil side of luv dat make him 2 bcum a person who went crazy. Bcos he assumed that C snatched away his ex-gf when he still love A dearly. Well, he gt his pt after he explained 2 me on e rationale behind his reason. I started 2 tink back...... H is nt a bad frd either, he's jz playful in his fashion bt all in all he haf a kind soul. But bcos of A he's a changed man. Luv isn't a wonderful things dat make u fly in cloud 9? y his situation will turn out 2 b in this way? what actually went wrong? standing fr a 3rd party view, no doubt he's nt wrong in his judgement, yes C is @ fault 4 snatching his ex-gf away when he still haf some hope in gaining back e heart of A, when C is his so called F.R.I.E.N.D But rem C onli stepped in when A n H broke off n he is definately nt considered a 3rd party. U cant deny that luv is wild in a sense that its uncontrollable. U may play with ppl feelings bt u can nv cheat ur own feelings. C fall in luv with A n i can tell he was quite resistence in getting on a r/s with A, but rem, u cant cheat with ur feelings. May b he stepped in too early in e stage whereby H is still in a unstable state of mind. partly bcos its my fault bcos since H n A broke off, A haf been asking mi out with C n there's where C n A luv started 2 grew, leaving H standing at a corner with no hope of winning back A heart. My fault? but tinking back, isn't e 1 who did not grab hold of e peddle of sand is H?
Things got complicated n nw H wan 2 serve ties with C, A and ME!! Cummon, y dragged me into e picture when i gt nth 2 do with e 3 parties? Haiz...guys gimme some of ur opinion so dat I will nt make e same mistake again...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
PeaceMarker even during off duty?
last night shift helped complt look for his aged father and managed 2 locate him @ the block near the place where he went missing. conducted foot patrol and i'm e 1st 1 who spotted him! Whaha...finally I'd done proud to my team, took my own intitative insearch for e old lao pekpek. He was squatting at the void deck, can c dat he is senile. tok 2 him no response leh.
Anyway I haf nt rec a call fr the company dat I send my mp3 for repair, its almost 1/2 a mth, I missed my Mp3 player... =/
brought my football jersey @ $80 during a shopping trip 2 queensway shopping centre. subsequently loss a $300 bet on my fav club - newcastle united FC on the same day, can say dat the jersey costs mi $380/-. Argh...lost in a very sway manner, my fav team conceeded 2 goals in last 10 mins of the match against arsenal and 4 mi 2 win the condition is nt 2 lose by 2 goal...sway sway sway!!!
One interesting encounter during the queensway trip 2 mention was during my way 2 buy e soccer bet, discovered commotion @ e hawker centre opp the shopping centre. Went forward n spotted one uncle,who is e hawker, carry a metal rod trying 2 hit onto another hawker from another stall. I watched e show while the other party was holding a chopper inside the stall. When e matter cools down a bit(both patries bring dw their weapon), dunno wat gt into me, I stepped forward 2 bcum a mediator 2 resolved the heated dispute. if it were e old me, I wouldn't even dare 2 step forward, but I did! nt trying 2 bcum a KPO-er, I jz tink dat its my responsibility 2 do something abt this matter, weird 4 mi sia, bt still I stepped forward n tok 2 both patries n advise them nt 2 take law into their own hand. Heroic move huh, I dun feel paiseh leh, altot members of public watching n will b questioning "who e hell is this young man doing dw there?" I hoped my presense somehow or rather helped on e dispute on this particular fateful day.
This morning I was informed by my Team member dat I need give a presentation in near future on misuse of '999' call 2 cck pri sch kids. Siao liao lor, sch teacher will b watching, facing such a big crowd, I told my team member dat I might as well click on e PPT slides n they shld present! horried atmosphere!! worse den my poly dayz presentation 2 tutor! But hey gimme time 2 train la, sch talks leh! u 1 2 get a hell out of me ar!! *Praying*
Anyway I haf nt rec a call fr the company dat I send my mp3 for repair, its almost 1/2 a mth, I missed my Mp3 player... =/
brought my football jersey @ $80 during a shopping trip 2 queensway shopping centre. subsequently loss a $300 bet on my fav club - newcastle united FC on the same day, can say dat the jersey costs mi $380/-. Argh...lost in a very sway manner, my fav team conceeded 2 goals in last 10 mins of the match against arsenal and 4 mi 2 win the condition is nt 2 lose by 2 goal...sway sway sway!!!
One interesting encounter during the queensway trip 2 mention was during my way 2 buy e soccer bet, discovered commotion @ e hawker centre opp the shopping centre. Went forward n spotted one uncle,who is e hawker, carry a metal rod trying 2 hit onto another hawker from another stall. I watched e show while the other party was holding a chopper inside the stall. When e matter cools down a bit(both patries bring dw their weapon), dunno wat gt into me, I stepped forward 2 bcum a mediator 2 resolved the heated dispute. if it were e old me, I wouldn't even dare 2 step forward, but I did! nt trying 2 bcum a KPO-er, I jz tink dat its my responsibility 2 do something abt this matter, weird 4 mi sia, bt still I stepped forward n tok 2 both patries n advise them nt 2 take law into their own hand. Heroic move huh, I dun feel paiseh leh, altot members of public watching n will b questioning "who e hell is this young man doing dw there?" I hoped my presense somehow or rather helped on e dispute on this particular fateful day.
This morning I was informed by my Team member dat I need give a presentation in near future on misuse of '999' call 2 cck pri sch kids. Siao liao lor, sch teacher will b watching, facing such a big crowd, I told my team member dat I might as well click on e PPT slides n they shld present! horried atmosphere!! worse den my poly dayz presentation 2 tutor! But hey gimme time 2 train la, sch talks leh! u 1 2 get a hell out of me ar!! *Praying*
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Misunderstanding
Acter: H and C
Actress: A
Let mi tell u guys a story btw H, C and A. This story started way back in Dec 2003. A n H knew each other thru A cousin and they went steady soon after they met. No1 expected tis r/s 2 last 4 long but on n on it goes...months passed by. 2 b frank, I was quite surprised that this r/s last 4 ard 1yr+ n both of them tot e story will haf a gd ending. Dun b mistaken, C is not a 3rd party. jz recently, H n A broke off becos A was jz too sick n tired of H nonsense. H treated A well, bt A even showered more love on tis r/s. I can say A luv H more den he do. H jz dunno hw 2 treasure tis r/s n it finally reached 2 e stage where there's no turning back. H started 2 get depressed but he tried 2 b brave by nt showing his sadness. Somehw or rather U jz can feel him loneliness. I bet he was totally devasted by A decision n tried 2 win back e battle, bt he failed. A started 2 went out with C after e breakoff.
They had feelings 4 each other n gt 2gether recently. H was furious after knwing e dating bcos C used 2 b his close frd, bt stil dun knw both of them r 2gether. In e view of luv, there's no rite or wrong. it's such a strange thing dat cant b explained. H lost A bcos he does not knw hw 2 treasure e most precious thing of his life. Yes, true luv is precious n its like a special little peddle of sand on a bench 4 u 2 search. H found his, bt he do nt grab hold tightly of it n e wind jz blown it off into the ocean. H ran n dived into the deep blue ocean insearch for e little peddle of sand. but do u tink there's another chance of grabbing hold of it again?
H will b tinking back if in d 1st place, if he grabbed hold of it tightly, this tiny sand will nt b blown off by e strong wind. H will b regret 4 life 4 losing this precious sand which sinked into e deep blue ocean....there's no way back?
Actress: A
Let mi tell u guys a story btw H, C and A. This story started way back in Dec 2003. A n H knew each other thru A cousin and they went steady soon after they met. No1 expected tis r/s 2 last 4 long but on n on it goes...months passed by. 2 b frank, I was quite surprised that this r/s last 4 ard 1yr+ n both of them tot e story will haf a gd ending. Dun b mistaken, C is not a 3rd party. jz recently, H n A broke off becos A was jz too sick n tired of H nonsense. H treated A well, bt A even showered more love on tis r/s. I can say A luv H more den he do. H jz dunno hw 2 treasure tis r/s n it finally reached 2 e stage where there's no turning back. H started 2 get depressed but he tried 2 b brave by nt showing his sadness. Somehw or rather U jz can feel him loneliness. I bet he was totally devasted by A decision n tried 2 win back e battle, bt he failed. A started 2 went out with C after e breakoff.
They had feelings 4 each other n gt 2gether recently. H was furious after knwing e dating bcos C used 2 b his close frd, bt stil dun knw both of them r 2gether. In e view of luv, there's no rite or wrong. it's such a strange thing dat cant b explained. H lost A bcos he does not knw hw 2 treasure e most precious thing of his life. Yes, true luv is precious n its like a special little peddle of sand on a bench 4 u 2 search. H found his, bt he do nt grab hold tightly of it n e wind jz blown it off into the ocean. H ran n dived into the deep blue ocean insearch for e little peddle of sand. but do u tink there's another chance of grabbing hold of it again?
H will b tinking back if in d 1st place, if he grabbed hold of it tightly, this tiny sand will nt b blown off by e strong wind. H will b regret 4 life 4 losing this precious sand which sinked into e deep blue ocean....there's no way back?
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Life's seem 2 get boring as days goes by...
Well, currently having my leave spell till 10th of Aug. It's a long awaited break 4 me after e static lifestyle i'm going thru, rd n rd e cycle goes...times flies n I've been in cck npc for half yr! trying 2 add spices into my life. Something in life I wanted 2 change but may b I'm a guy who practise procrastination.
"Aiya, do another day la...2dae jz ain't gt e mood 2 do it."
Sometimes I jz hate myself 4 being in this state, bt hw 2 change it 4 e better? In my mind I gt so much things 2 do bt yet 2 get it done.
1) Learn Sign and Malay Language - Sumtimes my Malay colleague tok in Malay language n it gets me frastrated 4 nt knowing wat actually they r toking abt...argh~!~!~ Another interesting language dat I wanted 2 learn is the sign language. Actually saved the contact no. of one of e sign language learning centre - 62194561 in my fonebk, bt however..Again, procrastination steps in and overrule my Will power in learning. Some1 help mi pls? Or any1 willing 2 go 4 e lesson with me, provided u r free la? Pls let mi knw K?
2) B a stronger Man - Frds always says Im so fair, nt healthy! I remind myself 2 go gym n get sun tanning, guess what, procrastination haunts mi again... -__-"
3) Save $ - When m I starting 2 save up some $ 4 my future? My Mum always says dat no ger will marry me when what I'm earning isn't enuff 4 my own spendings. In future who will buy e milkpowder 4 e baby? =X
4) Quit Smking - Fed up la...frd's ard mi r smking, colleague ard me r smking. Temptation r always there. Can all e ppl ard mi stop smking or may b e government ban smking totally? it's a gd thing 2 hear that e government is banning ppl fr smking @ e kopitiam w.e.f fr July 06, more prohibition 2 places 2 smk soon...
5) "Renovation" 2 my rm - I wanted 2 buy mini fridge 4 my room n hi-5 stands n turn my bedroom into a nice place 2 chill-out but procrastination this idiotic monkey was hanging ard my brain. Goosh!~! Spare e monkey a banana n pls get lost!
What m i doing? Pls wake up henDry. U shldn't lead such a frastrusting life. Stand up for Singapore! Stand up 4 e family n pls pls pls don't sit or even slping! Wake up!
But will I? =P
"Aiya, do another day la...2dae jz ain't gt e mood 2 do it."
Sometimes I jz hate myself 4 being in this state, bt hw 2 change it 4 e better? In my mind I gt so much things 2 do bt yet 2 get it done.
1) Learn Sign and Malay Language - Sumtimes my Malay colleague tok in Malay language n it gets me frastrated 4 nt knowing wat actually they r toking abt...argh~!~!~ Another interesting language dat I wanted 2 learn is the sign language. Actually saved the contact no. of one of e sign language learning centre - 62194561 in my fonebk, bt however..Again, procrastination steps in and overrule my Will power in learning. Some1 help mi pls? Or any1 willing 2 go 4 e lesson with me, provided u r free la? Pls let mi knw K?
2) B a stronger Man - Frds always says Im so fair, nt healthy! I remind myself 2 go gym n get sun tanning, guess what, procrastination haunts mi again... -__-"
3) Save $ - When m I starting 2 save up some $ 4 my future? My Mum always says dat no ger will marry me when what I'm earning isn't enuff 4 my own spendings. In future who will buy e milkpowder 4 e baby? =X
4) Quit Smking - Fed up la...frd's ard mi r smking, colleague ard me r smking. Temptation r always there. Can all e ppl ard mi stop smking or may b e government ban smking totally? it's a gd thing 2 hear that e government is banning ppl fr smking @ e kopitiam w.e.f fr July 06, more prohibition 2 places 2 smk soon...
5) "Renovation" 2 my rm - I wanted 2 buy mini fridge 4 my room n hi-5 stands n turn my bedroom into a nice place 2 chill-out but procrastination this idiotic monkey was hanging ard my brain. Goosh!~! Spare e monkey a banana n pls get lost!
What m i doing? Pls wake up henDry. U shldn't lead such a frastrusting life. Stand up for Singapore! Stand up 4 e family n pls pls pls don't sit or even slping! Wake up!
But will I? =P
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
05-10/08 Leave Spell Once Again
I'll b on leave fr 5th - 10th of Aug. Lalala.... National day is coming n this yr I can sit on my sofa n watch e NDP live. haha...
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