Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Believe in S.I.M.P.L.E Life..

Finally it's e end of yr period. It's like a winter season of Singapura. I luv e mth of Nov & Dec. so windy out there. drizzing cum windy makes my day. It's such an enjoyment 2 b on e street enojoy e moment of breeze. I guess this is hw u enjoy life. Doing wat u luv 2 do w/o ani restrictions, like a bird dat fly high on e sky. When u feel like flying, u travel on ur wings. When u feel like resting, u rested on e nest.

A wonderful life isn't earning alot of $ by working on high position. Do u tink u realli stay happy in dat manner? living under stress. I believed no1 will like 2 b staying in dat state. 1 day u will b emotionally ruined by e stressful spell. 1 day u might even tot of ending ur life, if ur stressful life persist. Yes, u might b having a high income bt at the same time u r living in a fearful life. U look at e childrens fighting over parent's will over at e court. U look at couple n family quarrel over money. Money is evil. if 1 day e world gonna live w/o $, i'll b e 1st 2 agree. Human live in a simple manner when there's no temptations.

I told myself dat I wan 2 lead a simple life. S.I.M.P.L.E life can still b attained in Singapore. Bt 1st u gonna haf e belief in urself n soon u will b leading a simple life with happiness... That's also my Belief coz I believe....

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Farewell 2 grandma

12/11/2005 is e day where my grandma left this world. Born in e year of 1918, at e age 87. She left this world finally after she had suffered so much for the few years. Suffered from diabetes,hypertension n final stage of renal failure, in which it caused e inability of her kidneys to excrete wastes and to help maintain the electrolyte balance. e cortege held @ Blk 629B Senja Road. 16/11/2005 marks e day she left us...physically she's no longer exists, bt she will stay alive in our memories 4 e rest of our life. my brother n cousin carried her coffin n left e place @ 1230hrs, heading 2 mandai crematorium. @ about 1315hrs, her body was reducing to ashes.. e moments where e coffin was send into e crematorium, tears dropped off n I wished her all e best 4 her after life.

Death comes 2 every man n no doubt her departure comes with sadness. I grown up @ commonweath crescent (grandma hse) n most of my childish dayz were spent down there, 2gether with my cousin n brother. Since sec sch time, I stopped going 2 my grandma hse. Bt I can still rem her curry chicken was our No.1 dish, bt few yrs ago, her leg was manipulated n she haf 2 sit on e wheelchair all day long. In another way its gd 4 her 2 depart, aft her duty as a mother was fulfilled. There was nothing 2 regret abt n her ash was sited beside my grandpa, who passed away on 2001. When my grandpa passed away, e family also brought a "place" in advance n nw finally both of them can b 2gether in netherland...happily ever after..

Friday, November 11, 2005

Another Good Deed Done

Wah! I feel so happy 2dae...cos I've done something which I felt was meaningful. Altot 2dae quite bz over the front desk, on the road later den expected....attended 2 a case of mother "dumping" her 3 kids, age 14(male),13 n 12(female).

E story starts 2dae when e mother came to post to infd that her kids r beyond parent ctrl. All stopped schling n quite naughty. e mother infd that all 3 childs usually dun come back home n e mother under financial difficulty, father nw serving sentence in jail. She rented out the unit to tenant n stayed outside. Did not gif pocket $ 2 her child as she felt they r realli gt her out of her hand. When e mother returns home, discovered that the son brought a girls back n previously e mother warned e son nt 2 do so. Son claims that she's onli her sis frd. E most interesting part was dat when we arrived, e 3 child n e "sis frd" was around. the mother was very angry n requested all of them 2 move out! Yes, move out, she claim dat e child will haf a place 2 stay as they gt alot of frds out there. e 12 yo daughter called her Mum n she dun even look @ her n even warned her not to call her mum as she's dishearted for their behavour.

A broken family. Really a broken family. All knw hw 2 smk including of sniffing glue, as wat e mother claim. Mother found part time job recently bt she infd that e child makes her worry n she quit e job bcos of them. When I ask e son hw he survive out there, he told mi dat sometimes his frd will spare him a $1 kind of cup noodle 2 fill his stomach n I believe wat he said. E daughters will stay @ hm n son will usually hang out there, ocassionally come back home. They were all hungry (I guess) n I asked e young daughter "r u hungry" she nod her head n asked mi 2 buy her a bread. I forked out $10 2 her 2 buy some bread n water for e siblings. I felt so happy e moment brought all e food back n shared with siblings. E son was surprised when he saw it n kept asking who brought e food 4 them. Can c them smiling...a smile str8 fr e heart. It was so pure.

How's e ending? We brought e 3 kids to e unit 2gether with e mother. They packed their belongings with a black rubbish bag with neighbour asking e kids wat happened n look surprised. Can c dat they haf nt learn their lesson. Can c dat smiling while packing. E moment they walked out, with e son carry 2 big packed of rubbish bag (like illegal VCD seller), I felt that such world exists such kind of person? A mother who's so hardless. Hw can u do dat 2 ur child? No matter hw naughty they r , they r ur own flesh blood. They r young n grew up in an unhealthy enviornment. Haiz...they sit on e mobile car n left e sad place. Luckily e mother frd whom they address as auntie brought them 2 safe custody. E son told mi dat when e mother knw that they r going over 2 e auntie hse, e mother called up n asked e auntie nt 2 take them in. MEAN...a real meanie. She told mi dat she's reaching e end of road n intending 2 sold off e unit off. E auntie was advised 2 bring them 2 e MCYS 2 seek help. E future of those little kids? Who knw...hopefully they will learn their lesson, in a very hard manner.... All e best, child!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Life's fair?

Nothing much 2 blog actually..fr here u shld knw hw's my life... nothing special, quite routine. Anyway my birthday's is coming. Wondering hw many rem dat. So on the actual day we shall c. Nothing special 2 celebrate this yr. Still single lor..times flies n nw im single for 1 yr 8mths. My longest gf-less spell since I 1st fall in luv. hw long will it strench 2? A life time? It's nt a curse...it's jz a waiting moment I guess.Anyway my 1st luv is getting married lor. Haha..im so happy 4 her n hopefully she found the right 1 ba. Some ppl say m i disappointed? Of course no la! mi n her affairs was donkey yrs ago liao lor. Jz frd n that's it. She's 4mths pregnant n can c dat she's very proud of it. Ohh..my sqmate also getting married. 21 tis yr, another shot-gun case. 2 mi marriage is far fr reach, nt aft the gun is shot.. Lolz..abit dirty-MINDed. Hope u guys dun MIND. What u expect fr a 22yrs old uncle? young n innocent? Nahz...

rite nw still gt no1 in mind leh...getting more n more -ve thoughts since I join the force. also attended dispute cases btw husband n wife, spousal violence! Can c hw useless guys can b, how poor the ladies in this society. So I told myself nt 2 get married if she's nt the one n I dun wish 2 marry sum1 who kept complaining abt her life. I wan her 2 b jz happy being with me. This is for sure. In life, I dun like 2 compare bcso I tink human r both in a enviornment dat r all plainly on luck. Some may leads a wealthy life n some may b less fortunate. I jz hate 2 c those ppl who discriminate btw races, those richman son dat looks dw on the poors n play jokes on them. I dun gif a damn 2 those ppl, they r simply worthless in my eye. 0_o

Ohh actually im passing my time dw here as I'm having my in-service later on. As usual, I woke up yest at about 12+am n nw I haf 2 tahan lor...7.00am preparing. 54mins away fr dat. Not too long, listening 2 songs fr Fm radio..relaxing.. k la got 2 stop now. go n nua on my bed till 7.00am. Lazy Lazy Lazy..

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Decomposed Body

it's been a month since I last blog. Last attempt failed because the blogger was in system upgrade. Well, this time ard, I shld make my blog entry a meaningful 1. So u can learn while u reading... Actually attended a case of decomposed body not long ago. So I can tell u dat I had attended all those messages that a new officer feared most. Routine Messages like dispute, road traffic accident, loanshark, mischief, theft, breach of PPO, cheating, rash act, fallen tree, poison snake r routine cases attened.

Sky diving and decomposed body r so called scary messages I feared to attend, but I did! The decomposed body was a scary 1. U can smell it before u enter the unit. I nearly wan 2 puke because the smell is really what u nv tot of smelling it again, nt another time. Luckily I onli saw the body of the deceased, lying in the living room. Heng ar, the view of the head was covered by the sofa, so e moment I 1st saw it, its onli a bloated body, with a purple colour skin. After e incident, my colleague told mi that the face looks like a ghost. With a popped out eyes, tongue sticking out. Eeee... luckily I didn't c the face, if not I'll have nightmare. God bless...That day went home quite late but its really an eye-opener even 2 c a decomposed body. Luckily the body was not badly decomposed to the extent of growing maggot.

By the way on leave fr 04-09/10. Will b quite free for these past few days. Will definately make up for those exciting blogs that I leave out for the past mth... Last qns 4 u 2 tink.. Wld u dare 2 face a decomposed body? I doubt so..