I'm tired but i cant slp. My brain cant stop thinking. After so much I'd given 2 u. This is what I got in return and I am devastated. Doesn't wish to publicise and think too much. I'm tired and I got to work later. Tink it will be a long hrs ahead of me 2dae.
U need time 2 consider, I respect that. Do u knw that its that considering part that hurts. Dont ask mi why. Dont ask mi for reasons. Dont, cos I dun have the answer for u not even myself.
Monday, October 08, 2007
Friday, October 05, 2007
Look forward Tarts
Dunno whats wrong with me lately. lost my motivation in life. Seem like I am dragging my feet to work everyday. I am not fasting but no appetitte to eat. What wrong Tarts? Everyone's progressing and how abt u ? Still static at point A. have 2 admire your style of living, someone who was bored and dull.
M i really losing myself ? I lost my mind and soul and now im numb. Soon I will be paralsyed.
Goosh..get me a wheel chair pls.
Everyone's shld look forward in life. As for me, I hope certain things remain unchanged and hope time wun fly that fast come this July. Time might be running out but I promise to try my very best from now. But U can c the effort that I'd made so far.
Someone's that was deed to break promises. But this I promise u.
M i really losing myself ? I lost my mind and soul and now im numb. Soon I will be paralsyed.
Goosh..get me a wheel chair pls.
Everyone's shld look forward in life. As for me, I hope certain things remain unchanged and hope time wun fly that fast come this July. Time might be running out but I promise to try my very best from now. But U can c the effort that I'd made so far.
Someone's that was deed to break promises. But this I promise u.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Missed you badly.
Never felt that far apart as before. Finally You will be back by tml. Really missed u badly and how abt u? Reflected of our past while u were away. Can things be resolved or u had already choosen to leave Aust the soonest leaving mi behind. I knw u were determined to study and I wish u all the best.
R u tired and starting to pack ur feelings. or may be I am thinking too much. This week was the worst of the year and I felt so depressed over it. Let's c how it goes as no one can promise anything as for now.
I am puzzled and confused. Give me a sign and lead me to you.
R u tired and starting to pack ur feelings. or may be I am thinking too much. This week was the worst of the year and I felt so depressed over it. Let's c how it goes as no one can promise anything as for now.
I am puzzled and confused. Give me a sign and lead me to you.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
New Lockersets
After almost 7 yrs of waiting. I finally fixed up a new locker sets for my bed room. Branded as 'Fighter Lock' which I do not know what it was trying to imply. I guess it was fighting again fire and wear and tear. Guaranteed for 20 yrs Warranty in which I think that It might not last that long, I suspect that something which make of solid brass should last.
Rationale of getting a new lock sets
Actually there was history behind it. Yr 2000 June-Sept Period, my idiotic brother shifted in to our then new flat @ Panjang, he chosen the bedroom facing the open air as his designated room. He shifted in few mths before our family official shifting. Stay put for while, Not until a dispute broke off between the ownership of the room. Im also balloting the room.
Lucky Queen
One faithful night over at our old Jurong East flat, witnessed by our parents. A ballot was hold in the kitchen area on the ultimate ownership of the open air bedroom. Yes, Luck is on my side. I picked a Queen poker card. My elder bro, unluckily picked a 7. That was then the results was finalised. I got the room in a gentleman style, with a touch of fair lady.
Exposure of common keys
The first brush of battle arise from here. Bro got the duplicate keys for Open air room and since then he was holding on to the keys even thought I was shifted in later on. Ever since then, he gained access into my room without my knowledge and permission for personal matters. I was so flair up because he was so rude and there was no sense of privacy for me.
Long Term Dispute
Ever since day 1, dispute erupted occasionally. He gained access, I was pissed off. Matter was not resolved and I ever rank the idea of changing the locker sets. Nothing was done until 23/07/07.
'Swift action' lead to prolonged issue solved
On 23/07/2007, a normal walk @ bt panjang plaza, happened to walk past DIY Home Fix Store, brought a $16+++ Locker Set. Expectation was high on myself. I brought the set with no idea of fixing it. That was then I got home and configure the fixing. It took me a moments before I master the skill. On the following day, I finally removed the old locker set and replaced it with the brand new 1. New Keys will be kept highly confidential to prevent any unauthorised personnel from taking it off and repeat history.
CONCLUSION
It was all fixed and I am ready to fight against people who trespassing to my room. A disturbance in which I couldn't tolerate. Let's put a stop in all these. Now I finally can sit back and relax in my room. Without much interfere from outsiders who was standing outside my room that was standing by to create havoc. Amen.
Let's c if my plan works. =P
Ps: Small paragraph for my gf. Well, things get slightly better and u better behave urself. U should be in bed by now. Hopefully my blog entertain 5-10 minutes of your boring office life. I will be sending a txt sms 2 u aft this. Stay Tune!
Rationale of getting a new lock sets
Actually there was history behind it. Yr 2000 June-Sept Period, my idiotic brother shifted in to our then new flat @ Panjang, he chosen the bedroom facing the open air as his designated room. He shifted in few mths before our family official shifting. Stay put for while, Not until a dispute broke off between the ownership of the room. Im also balloting the room.
Lucky Queen
One faithful night over at our old Jurong East flat, witnessed by our parents. A ballot was hold in the kitchen area on the ultimate ownership of the open air bedroom. Yes, Luck is on my side. I picked a Queen poker card. My elder bro, unluckily picked a 7. That was then the results was finalised. I got the room in a gentleman style, with a touch of fair lady.
Exposure of common keys
The first brush of battle arise from here. Bro got the duplicate keys for Open air room and since then he was holding on to the keys even thought I was shifted in later on. Ever since then, he gained access into my room without my knowledge and permission for personal matters. I was so flair up because he was so rude and there was no sense of privacy for me.
Long Term Dispute
Ever since day 1, dispute erupted occasionally. He gained access, I was pissed off. Matter was not resolved and I ever rank the idea of changing the locker sets. Nothing was done until 23/07/07.
'Swift action' lead to prolonged issue solved
On 23/07/2007, a normal walk @ bt panjang plaza, happened to walk past DIY Home Fix Store, brought a $16+++ Locker Set. Expectation was high on myself. I brought the set with no idea of fixing it. That was then I got home and configure the fixing. It took me a moments before I master the skill. On the following day, I finally removed the old locker set and replaced it with the brand new 1. New Keys will be kept highly confidential to prevent any unauthorised personnel from taking it off and repeat history.
CONCLUSION
It was all fixed and I am ready to fight against people who trespassing to my room. A disturbance in which I couldn't tolerate. Let's put a stop in all these. Now I finally can sit back and relax in my room. Without much interfere from outsiders who was standing outside my room that was standing by to create havoc. Amen.
Let's c if my plan works. =P
Ps: Small paragraph for my gf. Well, things get slightly better and u better behave urself. U should be in bed by now. Hopefully my blog entertain 5-10 minutes of your boring office life. I will be sending a txt sms 2 u aft this. Stay Tune!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Miscommunication
To: YOU
Dont know what had happened between me n u recently. Keep grumbling abt mi,u dun seem 2 appreciate on what i'd done 4 u. Rem that i'm a simple person who live in a simple lifestyle? Dont make my life complicated and I hoped u understand on point of view in life.
Communication has been disconnected for quite some time. But rest assured that no matter what, I will not give up on u. Always hope that tml will be a better day. We tend to talk back on each other opinion and aspect in life. Why? We must admit that love life isnt the same as the past. But r u willing to listen to me? Well, as a guy, I will have my say and persistence in my view and order. Bot bcos im Ego in nature. I need some mutual respect, at least the minimal. Trust me, Dont give up on me. TOLERATE is the golden word. Always tolerate my nonsense as I believed that Love is about accepting my everything and even my unacceptable nonsense.
Will u be with me on my side or going against me? I'm confused on ur belief. Give me a sign, an indication as to assure this poor little unsecured chap.
From: ME
Dont know what had happened between me n u recently. Keep grumbling abt mi,u dun seem 2 appreciate on what i'd done 4 u. Rem that i'm a simple person who live in a simple lifestyle? Dont make my life complicated and I hoped u understand on point of view in life.
Communication has been disconnected for quite some time. But rest assured that no matter what, I will not give up on u. Always hope that tml will be a better day. We tend to talk back on each other opinion and aspect in life. Why? We must admit that love life isnt the same as the past. But r u willing to listen to me? Well, as a guy, I will have my say and persistence in my view and order. Bot bcos im Ego in nature. I need some mutual respect, at least the minimal. Trust me, Dont give up on me. TOLERATE is the golden word. Always tolerate my nonsense as I believed that Love is about accepting my everything and even my unacceptable nonsense.
Will u be with me on my side or going against me? I'm confused on ur belief. Give me a sign, an indication as to assure this poor little unsecured chap.
From: ME
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