Thanks to those who accompanied me for the past 6 months during the dark side of my life. I tried and forcefully accepting a few but in the end I know my true feelings. I back off after realising that I was not right to be in that mode of feelings. When two person of the opposite sex got close, it's very hard to mantained that friendship. I does not want to hurt someone feelings when I know I does not have the strength to mantain the friendship. No one can really hide their true inner feelings when time is there to reveal the truth.

To many people surprise, I accepted a new relationship. her name is Amanda. I hope to let her live happily and forget about the unhappy past, just like me.


Wish me luck. =)

Loving you (02/06/08-03/06/08)- 24hrs Marathon

loving you is easy cuz you're beautiful
making love with you is all i wanna do
loving you is more than just a dream come true
cuz everything that i do
is out of loving you
la la la…
do…lu…ho…
no one else can make me feel
the colors that you bring
stay with me while we grow old
and we will live each day in springtime
loving you has made my life so beautiful
everyday of my life
is filled with loving you
loving you i see your soul come shining thru
everytime that we
ooh i'm more in love with you

This reminds me of you when you sang this song. A romance song that you will never feel sick of listening it again and again. Forget about the Genting Post. Am I dreaming or a false interpretation?

Hi ppl! My 200th posts will be in Genting! Currently lazying at the old town white coffee cafe. Will be back to Sg in the late evening. Ciaoz!

Managed to sneak through the whole day. Worse day when I went to Sec Sch and done some preaching on problematic student. Wondering if the teacher saw me with the ear stub, how they feel? there was one incident whereby the teacher asked the student to surrender his ear rings. Too bad I can't remove, perhaps another week or so.

I felt so carefree with my new appearance. I felt a sense of confident doing what I desire to do. That's me. Crystal Clear me.

I am good to go! Setting off later @ 5am. This will be my 199th posts. I hope I will be back with loads of findings with the 200th post. I might not be back. Accident might happen and come tomorrow I might varnished from the world. I am traveling in a private saloon car. I might get crashed in a traffic accident. You never know as life is far too unpredictable. It would be a long journey, estimated travel time about 6hrs. In 2000, I went to Ipoh with my sec school friend's for one of the sec classmate relative visit and I spent a week down there. I love the simple living lifestyle down there and hope to visit once again.

The last time I left this island to another and spend an overnight was in year 2005 @ Pulau Ubin, where I just got together with bbdd. The most memorable time was the SMS received from her. 'No reception? But I still want to say good night to you, be back soon and I really misses you.' Closing to night time, I cycled alone all the way from the far end shore area with the torch light infront to the jetty just to get the reception and managed to speak to her! I remember it was very dark when I reached the jetty. That was the sweetest moment of my life which I would kept it in me for long, a nostalgia for my past relationship.

I am leaving and hope I will be back soon. This might be my last blog of my life. Time flies but I still misses you. I hope you will live happily and really hope things will turn out better for ya.

Going off to bed now. Gd nite pals.

Metallic Bracelet @ $30/-.


Piercing @ $12.


Finally. I'd completed my ear piercing @ Boon lay Gem, Bt Panjang Plaza, 1815hrs. I will use this long leave period to formalize the ear hole, will insert ear stick thereafter.

My last ear piercing back dated to year 2004. I removed it due to my Police Interview and it was inserted barely 3 days. Since then, the ear hole varnished. Work tml but heck care. Will try to avoid my left ear against member of public, my Team Leader etc.

Genting Genting here I come!