Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
My fb post today
- Made my PAssion card finally.
Without any delay, I'd made my PAssion card and stop my procastination.
- Excused from Pull-up and opt for bicycle (AAFT) instead of 2.4km run...I've got 3 months to pass it!
I went to see the Banyan Clinic at Jurong West. Along the way back from bus 180, I passed by your area. Memories flashed in my brain. I miss you as days goes by. I received your SMS while waiting for the doctor. I was once again struggled and told myself not to reply me via any mobile communication. I was eager to talk to you about my exemption but I know I can't. You think avoiding me can really heals me? It will deceive myself that you are gone. I really misses you as someone special.
- Just Came back from a swim at the new Senja-Cashew CC
It was my first time there. I'm gonna train up and get away with the IPPT. it was tiring after 4 laps of swim. I was exhausted.
- Finished mopping vacuuming the room.
To kill me off, I completed the ultimate task by clearing up my room messes.
All in all, all these above activities were done by myself alone. I need your company and I don't think you will have time for me let alone that you are helping me by avoiding. My line will still be open for you 24*7. If you ever need me, you can come to me. I told you not to say the word 'SORRY'. it makes me feel worse that you are doing bad to me. It's not your fault as I said. It's a one sided pathetic way of living my life.
Selamat malam NS.
Without any delay, I'd made my PAssion card and stop my procastination.
- Excused from Pull-up and opt for bicycle (AAFT) instead of 2.4km run...I've got 3 months to pass it!
I went to see the Banyan Clinic at Jurong West. Along the way back from bus 180, I passed by your area. Memories flashed in my brain. I miss you as days goes by. I received your SMS while waiting for the doctor. I was once again struggled and told myself not to reply me via any mobile communication. I was eager to talk to you about my exemption but I know I can't. You think avoiding me can really heals me? It will deceive myself that you are gone. I really misses you as someone special.
- Just Came back from a swim at the new Senja-Cashew CC
It was my first time there. I'm gonna train up and get away with the IPPT. it was tiring after 4 laps of swim. I was exhausted.
- Finished mopping vacuuming the room.
To kill me off, I completed the ultimate task by clearing up my room messes.
All in all, all these above activities were done by myself alone. I need your company and I don't think you will have time for me let alone that you are helping me by avoiding. My line will still be open for you 24*7. If you ever need me, you can come to me. I told you not to say the word 'SORRY'. it makes me feel worse that you are doing bad to me. It's not your fault as I said. It's a one sided pathetic way of living my life.
Selamat malam NS.
Perfect 10
I am going off to bed now. You are still on my mind. I tried my best not to think of me but I can't just help it. I sent you u sms yesterday and informed you on this blog site. Rest assure that it was solely a confession from me to you over the net. I will not sms your hand phone or send any message in face book in future. I hope you will read it periodically and let my feelings known to you. At times, I really want to find out whether you received my sms and read my blog entries.
How you spend the perfect 10s' day? 10/10/10 is a day where 830 couple got married and I sincerely hope you will one day find your true happiness....
- Haaziq
How you spend the perfect 10s' day? 10/10/10 is a day where 830 couple got married and I sincerely hope you will one day find your true happiness....
- Haaziq
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu (only want you to know)
Ku telah milikiRasa indahnya perihkuRasa hancurnya harapkuKau lepas cintaku
Rasakan abadiSekalipun kau mengertiSekalipun kau pahamiKu pikir ku salah mengertimu
Aku hanya ingin kau tahuBesarnya cintakuTingginya khayalku bersamamu
Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kiniDi setiap harikuDi sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpikuHanya ada dalam angankuMelewati hidup
Rasakan abadiSekalipun kau mengertiSekalipun kau pahamiKu pikir ku salah mengertimu
_______________________________
I have had
Sense of beauty my pain
Pain destruction I hope
You're the last love
Experience the timeless
Even if you understand
Even if you understand I think my one you know
I just want you to know
The amount of love
The high fantasy with you
Tuk through the remaining time is now
In each of my day
In the rest of my final breath
Although all only in my dreams
Only in my dream
Navigating through life
_______________________________
I tried to figure out why the song fits into my picture. I translated on my own and I can felt the sentimental feel in it. One thing for sure, I only want you to know that the feelings are so real and it's not a dream. You might only appear in my dream and not infront of my eyes anymore. I am fully aware and I'm not giving up on you until the day you worn the ring..
Rasakan abadiSekalipun kau mengertiSekalipun kau pahamiKu pikir ku salah mengertimu
Aku hanya ingin kau tahuBesarnya cintakuTingginya khayalku bersamamu
Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kiniDi setiap harikuDi sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpikuHanya ada dalam angankuMelewati hidup
Rasakan abadiSekalipun kau mengertiSekalipun kau pahamiKu pikir ku salah mengertimu
_______________________________
I have had
Sense of beauty my pain
Pain destruction I hope
You're the last love
Experience the timeless
Even if you understand
Even if you understand I think my one you know
I just want you to know
The amount of love
The high fantasy with you
Tuk through the remaining time is now
In each of my day
In the rest of my final breath
Although all only in my dreams
Only in my dream
Navigating through life
_______________________________
I tried to figure out why the song fits into my picture. I translated on my own and I can felt the sentimental feel in it. One thing for sure, I only want you to know that the feelings are so real and it's not a dream. You might only appear in my dream and not infront of my eyes anymore. I am fully aware and I'm not giving up on you until the day you worn the ring..
Saturday, October 09, 2010
Hazziq Post to NS
I am like an owl staying awake in the night wating for your SMS/call. But time and time again, I was so disheartened. I know you are avoiding me for my good, you know I am just crazy over you. Since day one, I've never blame you and I'm aware that you do have a stable relationship. I shouldn't be in the picture at all.
Fate brought us together once again after a decade and I am certain that we met at the wrong time. You avoided me because you do not want me to dip further. But I am trying to control emotion affection, it's hard. I re-open my blog site and solely want to share with you on my feelings. It's not very pleasant to post my comment in the FB site for everyone to see and comment. We do have our privacy and this site should be the only place I communicate with you.
It's not a crush for sure and the feelings are so overwhemling. It's just over a month of contact and I felt so so much over you. I don't why I will have such a feeling over you and please don't say sorry to me. You have never commit anything wrongful against me, it's just a one sided affection I guess.
Remember that there's no sorry and thank you between us. But whatever it's, I hope you will remember me as someone special in you heart during a stage of your life. I'm really enjoying every moements with on the 3 occassions we met, the memories were still flash and sweet. How about you? Still, I have an objective for you to met, that's for you to quit smoking and test your bf on his sincerity. That's all I hope you can do for me.
Just don't bother me when I felt emo, it's just me. In anyway, I really wish that you could tell me what had actually happened for the past two weeks. The suddenly disappearance. For me, it's could be a bidding of good bye to you. I wish you all the best.
Fate brought us together once again after a decade and I am certain that we met at the wrong time. You avoided me because you do not want me to dip further. But I am trying to control emotion affection, it's hard. I re-open my blog site and solely want to share with you on my feelings. It's not very pleasant to post my comment in the FB site for everyone to see and comment. We do have our privacy and this site should be the only place I communicate with you.
It's not a crush for sure and the feelings are so overwhemling. It's just over a month of contact and I felt so so much over you. I don't why I will have such a feeling over you and please don't say sorry to me. You have never commit anything wrongful against me, it's just a one sided affection I guess.
Remember that there's no sorry and thank you between us. But whatever it's, I hope you will remember me as someone special in you heart during a stage of your life. I'm really enjoying every moements with on the 3 occassions we met, the memories were still flash and sweet. How about you? Still, I have an objective for you to met, that's for you to quit smoking and test your bf on his sincerity. That's all I hope you can do for me.
Just don't bother me when I felt emo, it's just me. In anyway, I really wish that you could tell me what had actually happened for the past two weeks. The suddenly disappearance. For me, it's could be a bidding of good bye to you. I wish you all the best.
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