A weight-conscious man indeed

Nowadays I'm so weight-conscious. When I see rice, I tend to relate it to weight-increase, high carbohydrate intake which is equivalent to sugar consumption. Been reading up calories intake and basal metabolism rate articles. To gain more knowledge in weight losing and to battle that off!


My objective is to lose my weight to below 70kg by the end of this year, with a current weight of 75.5kg. I know I must, should and able to achieve that with my will power and determination. 

Watch me shine ya?

We are dead by this year, you are ready for it?

Maya calendar indicated that the "end date" of the world will be on December 21, 2012.
Who will you be with, if the world is coming to an end on that day?

Eat, Pray and Gym

15 days of gym visiting for the 26 days of this month, that will tell me how you how crazy I am. If you are aware of my check-in FB, I've been visiting quite often just for treadmill run and nothing else. Some say I'm losing weight but it's still a long way of regaining my usual look. You won't want to see me, I'm in a low esteem that I can't even feel like looking myself in the mirror and that explains how badly my condition is.

But lately, people said I've slimmed down and that's a fruitful results of my one month gym visits.

It's really hard to quit beer drinking, if I were to quit that, it would be a perfect achievement in life. :)

still the same old man telling a love story

One of my junior team mate went for a civil servant social networking program (in layman term, a match making session). He's 30 years of age and move a step across for such an event and he told us that he met a suitor! That was when I started to reflect on my age and relationship status. It's almost 4 years of single-hood life and I'm enjoying a mixed feelings, the carefree of a single man, the loneliness of a lonely man. 

I started to mesmerise the beauty of infant in the LRT train. A little small baby playing with biscuit on the baby pram. They are so adorable and sometimes I wish that I should already be there by their parents stage. But why am I just standing there watching the little creature munching the food?

Am I expecting too much from the other party? Should I just lowered down my expectations and give it a try?  No one gonna believe my belief. I'm not judging people but I do have my expectations. We talk about inner beauty when most of us when young, were attracted by things by the surface. I can say its co-related but never a sole judgmental factor in deciding your life time partner. 

May be I just fell in love with marriage...

Shikin - a message to you

With almost 18 months of Haaziq in my Fb profile name, I think it's time to remove it off so as to prevent unnecessary speculation among my friends. You can still call me Haaziq too. I know it's crazy but I'm missing you as someone special. We were not meant to be and I acknowledged that. I hope he's the Mr Right for you, really. We met each other too late, after a decade and there are so much things to give up if you are willing to leap forward and to fell into the craziest moment of your life.

I'm a Chinese and you're of a difference race. It's hard to blend into our race community. But hey, I'm still much more interested in learning Malay. Hope one day I can call you and we can communicate in Malay language with all the short mly texting? Moving ahead, I'm taking up Malay Conversational course in the Community Club nearby my house. I'm vowed to learn and willing to continue my pursuance in speaking/understanding the Malay culture. If one day you were there to teach me, it will be a perfect dream. But I doubt it will ever happen and I might not even see you again in my life. I understand your constraint and not out to ruin your life, be assured.

Thanks for giving me this name and I love this name to the max, hAAziq, 'double A, double quality', that was what I always told my friends and trying to hide the person who gave me the name. I just wanna let you know you're never be forgotten even it's just a short stint of meeting up in September 2010, it's sufficient. Do update me on your life progression ya? I'm always here as a friend. :)

With love,

Haaziq