On 09/03/2018, I was called up to my commanding officer's office and was told that my performance bonus grading is D for the year. It means I will get nothing out of it. I had already expected it since I got an impending criminal case against me.
Things are not going well lately, there was a default judgment against me at the state court as my brother's insurance did not cover me. I was ignorance and choose to let the insurance to settle the issue when DIRECTASIA had repudiated on the accident. I was unaware that I need to represent myself and failed to make an appearance when the writ of summons were issued against me. It was festive season when my counter suit law firm did not wish to represent me as I am unable to fork up the claim amount with the legal fee (a deposit upfront).
I need to write an affidavit with my pathetic online excel sheet. Rushed to commissioner of oaths as to endorse on my document. Sent the summons at crimsonlogic in hoping that the district judge will be able to help me to put aside the judgment. Else I will be entirely at fault as there will be a default judgment against me. So many many things that came against me which came at cost., money cost. I am unable to cope it but glad that I had passed my PDVL on 19th Feb 2018 as I will have a temporary job after my resignation. I am in a dilemma. To quit the SPF as to start a afresh as a grab/uber driver or to continue to lead a meaningless life with a cpf contribution to my housing. It is just like a waiting game before my termination from service which will put a stop to the whole saga.
I just want to get over everything and done with it. On the other hand, I need to spare a thought for the housing loan. In a dilemma for sure. Please, give me a sign for a path to be lead.
Saturday, March 10, 2018
Thursday, January 11, 2018
First Day with Deliveroo on 10/01/2018
On 10/01/2018 I officially started my moonlight business - deliveroo. My daughter was fasnciating that the monent she saw the deliveroo bag, she asked for the photo to taken and that you go. Not a bad day to end with 2 trips with $13 earn between 6-9pm. Hope for some good days. Night.
Tuesday, December 05, 2017
Charged for Misuse of Computer Act
The accident on 16th April 2017 had changed my life. On 30th November 2017, the news was delivered to me. I will definitely be charged for Misuse of computer act, Sec 3(1) Cap 50A n the unauthorised usage of computer material. That was after a long wait of 7 months and the Singapore Police Force decided to charge me.
My last bit of morale was totally smashed and it was rock bottom. I have to pay for my mistake but running through my mind was all about the repayment of the HDB ( which able to last for 18 months), my child and my aged parents. On top of that, I still have to wait with uncertainy for months. Bonuses all gone.
I had read some of the previous cases where officer got into trouble.
https://www.allsingaporestuff.com/article/police-officer-jailed-illegally-accessing-information-his-wifes-lover?page=2273
Report on 24 Februrary 2014, a Sgt illegally accessed the Ministry of Home Affairs' computer system with the intention of retrieving personal information of his wife's lover was jailed for 18 weeks.
http://www.asiaone.com/singapore/cop-fined-unauthorised-search
Report on 30 April 2015, a SSI was charged for three counts of misuse of computer act and two of the charge was taken into consideration, he was fined $4000. On Nov 2011, he lodged in to FOCUS account and conducted the unauthorised search on her mistress. He was interdicted on Dec 2014. The Singapore Police Force (SPF) will be starting disciplinary proceedings against him.
http://www.straitstimes.com/singapore/courts-crime/police-officer-fined-10000-for-illegal-search-on-computer-system
Report on 16 September 2015, a SSS do an unauthorised search for his brother-in-law's girlfriend was sentenced to the maximum fine of $10,000. He search for a unit in Tanglin Halt Road which his brother-in-law and his girlfriend wanted to buy. Pleaded guilty to two of seven charges of computer misuse at Police Cantonment Complex in May 2014. Offences came to light in July 2014 after a supervisory audit check on Focus revealed several unauthorised screenings done by him.
1 year 2 month for the whole process
http://www.straitstimes.com/singapore/cop-used-police-computer-to-vet-girlfriend
Report on 20 July 2017, a Sgt was jailed for one month and eight weeks on 10 counts of computer misuse, and one each of perverting the course of justice and criminal intimidation. Twenty-two other charges were considered in sentencing.
Feb 2016, was confronted on his screening history
Dec 2016, suspended on Police Duty
July 2017, convicted.
Disciplinary proceedings will be taken against Hafidz following his conviction.
1 year 5 month for the whole process
This will drag on for many more months and the feeling is so unbearable. I am unable to do anything for now but to wait for the verdict. Tend to sleep much lesser than before and the moment I woke up, the very first thing that came to my mind was about the case. It is the waiting part that kills.
My last bit of morale was totally smashed and it was rock bottom. I have to pay for my mistake but running through my mind was all about the repayment of the HDB ( which able to last for 18 months), my child and my aged parents. On top of that, I still have to wait with uncertainy for months. Bonuses all gone.
I had read some of the previous cases where officer got into trouble.
https://www.allsingaporestuff.com/article/police-officer-jailed-illegally-accessing-information-his-wifes-lover?page=2273
Report on 24 Februrary 2014, a Sgt illegally accessed the Ministry of Home Affairs' computer system with the intention of retrieving personal information of his wife's lover was jailed for 18 weeks.
http://www.asiaone.com/singapore/cop-fined-unauthorised-search
Report on 30 April 2015, a SSI was charged for three counts of misuse of computer act and two of the charge was taken into consideration, he was fined $4000. On Nov 2011, he lodged in to FOCUS account and conducted the unauthorised search on her mistress. He was interdicted on Dec 2014. The Singapore Police Force (SPF) will be starting disciplinary proceedings against him.
http://www.straitstimes.com/singapore/courts-crime/police-officer-fined-10000-for-illegal-search-on-computer-system
Report on 16 September 2015, a SSS do an unauthorised search for his brother-in-law's girlfriend was sentenced to the maximum fine of $10,000. He search for a unit in Tanglin Halt Road which his brother-in-law and his girlfriend wanted to buy. Pleaded guilty to two of seven charges of computer misuse at Police Cantonment Complex in May 2014. Offences came to light in July 2014 after a supervisory audit check on Focus revealed several unauthorised screenings done by him.
1 year 2 month for the whole process
http://www.straitstimes.com/singapore/cop-used-police-computer-to-vet-girlfriend
Report on 20 July 2017, a Sgt was jailed for one month and eight weeks on 10 counts of computer misuse, and one each of perverting the course of justice and criminal intimidation. Twenty-two other charges were considered in sentencing.
Feb 2016, was confronted on his screening history
Dec 2016, suspended on Police Duty
July 2017, convicted.
Disciplinary proceedings will be taken against Hafidz following his conviction.
1 year 5 month for the whole process
This will drag on for many more months and the feeling is so unbearable. I am unable to do anything for now but to wait for the verdict. Tend to sleep much lesser than before and the moment I woke up, the very first thing that came to my mind was about the case. It is the waiting part that kills.
Saturday, April 29, 2017
April 2017, a happening month of my life.
This month was considered the most happening month of my life.
(1) Caught for speeding on 4th April , $150 fine 6 demerit points for the first time of my life.
(2) Major car accident on 16th April , injuries with 13 days of Medical Leave. Lawsuit in progress.
(3) Dropped my Iphone 7 128gb on 21st April, phone never recover and gone forever.
(4) Met up with a very long lost bff on 28th April after a swim at senja-cashew CC, thereafter decided to go for a haircut after the swim and met her at Greenridge shopping centre. She accompanied me during the haircut and we chatted a lot while the auntie was cutting my hair. Even so many year of not seeing her, the friendliness feelings are like good old yesterday and never change even so many years on. It was a Friday night and she decided to follow me on Grab car hitch where we picked up passengers along the way. After a few trips, I parked my brother's vehicle back home and went to club July for some drinks.
We ordered two bucket of beer and we started sharing our sweets between our mouth. We kissed and everything just went out of way. Both of us were drunk as I had stopped drinking since the accident (16/04/17-27/07/2017). We continued kissing and took a cab to a playground nearby her house for a heart to heart talk and it was coincidentally 8 years back where we had volka at that same playground, it was shown on the facebook ''on this day event''. We french kiss and under the influence of alcohol, we started to be intimate and we started to be touchy and it went way way beyond what I thought. We met just a few hours ago and it came to a stage of uncontrollable actions. In short we had some obscene act at the playground. We chatted, hugging and kissing and I learned that her mother passed away two week ago due to stage 4 ovary cancer. She cried and I consoled her. I hugged her and gave her comfort because I don't like to see girls cry. I have a soft heart towards them.
I won't know how far we will progress and to what extend but I just let nature take its course. She was sort of my fling as she revealed that she was not intending to get married and have babies. Understand her stand as she was being betrayed by her then husband-to-be before. We were young then and we are in a very very strong bonding before her depature to Australia for studies. She cried in the plane before it take off and I can still remember vividly what she told me. I was also so emotionally upset.
Moving forwards, both of us are is our 30's now and I always believe in fate and destiniy. There is always something happen for a reason and to meet her after so many year after that particular day is fate. I should be working on morning shift on that day and due to the accident, I met her once again. If not for the motorist that collided onto my brother's vehicle, I won't be on medical leave and defintiely will be on duty on 28/04/2017. If I am not driving grab hitch, I won't be along Yishun Avenue 8 and the motorist will not hit onto me. If not for the passenger who booked her location to Yishun Avenue 1, I wouldn't even on that road.
It's always chain of events which eventually lead to an outcome. Every outcome is always called FATE.
You agree?
(2) Major car accident on 16th April , injuries with 13 days of Medical Leave. Lawsuit in progress.
(3) Dropped my Iphone 7 128gb on 21st April, phone never recover and gone forever.
(4) Met up with a very long lost bff on 28th April after a swim at senja-cashew CC, thereafter decided to go for a haircut after the swim and met her at Greenridge shopping centre. She accompanied me during the haircut and we chatted a lot while the auntie was cutting my hair. Even so many year of not seeing her, the friendliness feelings are like good old yesterday and never change even so many years on. It was a Friday night and she decided to follow me on Grab car hitch where we picked up passengers along the way. After a few trips, I parked my brother's vehicle back home and went to club July for some drinks.
We ordered two bucket of beer and we started sharing our sweets between our mouth. We kissed and everything just went out of way. Both of us were drunk as I had stopped drinking since the accident (16/04/17-27/07/2017). We continued kissing and took a cab to a playground nearby her house for a heart to heart talk and it was coincidentally 8 years back where we had volka at that same playground, it was shown on the facebook ''on this day event''. We french kiss and under the influence of alcohol, we started to be intimate and we started to be touchy and it went way way beyond what I thought. We met just a few hours ago and it came to a stage of uncontrollable actions. In short we had some obscene act at the playground. We chatted, hugging and kissing and I learned that her mother passed away two week ago due to stage 4 ovary cancer. She cried and I consoled her. I hugged her and gave her comfort because I don't like to see girls cry. I have a soft heart towards them.
I won't know how far we will progress and to what extend but I just let nature take its course. She was sort of my fling as she revealed that she was not intending to get married and have babies. Understand her stand as she was being betrayed by her then husband-to-be before. We were young then and we are in a very very strong bonding before her depature to Australia for studies. She cried in the plane before it take off and I can still remember vividly what she told me. I was also so emotionally upset.
Moving forwards, both of us are is our 30's now and I always believe in fate and destiniy. There is always something happen for a reason and to meet her after so many year after that particular day is fate. I should be working on morning shift on that day and due to the accident, I met her once again. If not for the motorist that collided onto my brother's vehicle, I won't be on medical leave and defintiely will be on duty on 28/04/2017. If I am not driving grab hitch, I won't be along Yishun Avenue 8 and the motorist will not hit onto me. If not for the passenger who booked her location to Yishun Avenue 1, I wouldn't even on that road.
It's always chain of events which eventually lead to an outcome. Every outcome is always called FATE.
You agree?
Tuesday, January 24, 2017
My grandma passed away on 22/01/2017. She was born in 13/12/1932, departure at the age of 85. She was a very nice lady, always treat me well. But we rarely meet up and only during the festive seasons on Chinese New Year. We don't stay together but only when my auntie went overseas to Italy in 2013 and my grandma stayed with us for a short period of time in July 2013. She has difficulty in walking and she can't really sleep in the middle of the night. She was pitiful whenever I woke up and saw her during the wee hours, her eyes was wide open at the living room. I shouldn't feel this way but can't help myself to feel sad for her. What is the true meaning of living at an old age?
We should ponder. Physically not able and unable to enjoy life to the fullest, we ought to be gone sooner than before. Staying behind will only bear suffering. That's my logic in life, it's applicable to be even at old age. I don't feel sad over her departure, that's life, people come and go.
It's a simple funeral wake with not much visitors around. She lying down there at the void deck of Blk 124 Bedok Reservoir with drizzling over the night of 23/01/2017. At the funeral wake, I saw my cousins whom I never see before in my entire life. Weird feeling.
She was gone, but memories will always bring me back to her to that faithful day, when I was a baby and when our family visited her during Chinese New Year. We ought to be strong knowing the fact that we will leave this world sooner or later, don't feel sad don't feel any regrets. Till then, I will see you grandma somewhere over that place.
Good Bye Grandma.
We should ponder. Physically not able and unable to enjoy life to the fullest, we ought to be gone sooner than before. Staying behind will only bear suffering. That's my logic in life, it's applicable to be even at old age. I don't feel sad over her departure, that's life, people come and go.
It's a simple funeral wake with not much visitors around. She lying down there at the void deck of Blk 124 Bedok Reservoir with drizzling over the night of 23/01/2017. At the funeral wake, I saw my cousins whom I never see before in my entire life. Weird feeling.
She was gone, but memories will always bring me back to her to that faithful day, when I was a baby and when our family visited her during Chinese New Year. We ought to be strong knowing the fact that we will leave this world sooner or later, don't feel sad don't feel any regrets. Till then, I will see you grandma somewhere over that place.
Good Bye Grandma.
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