Sunday Blue...

People talk abt Monday blue, bt my blue day's started slightly earlier...on Sunday! Well, it is Book in Day today. Starting to countdown fr the POC date (if any) on the 14th of Dec. 28,29,30,31 NOV,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13...14 DEC!

3 more book in and it will be all over....

I'm feeling better with my physical strength as each day goes by. But can i make it on the IPPT day? Frankly speaking i was also quite anxious for the past few weeks...I 1 2 Pass out with the rest of the 37 sqmates! I don wan 2 b terminated! NO NO NO...

Guys, dun worry, i'll continue 2 haf the self-belief to my very last day in PA. As i said, nxt wk will b a very very very crucial wk of my life.


Odds for betting for my IPPT results:
PASSED - $1.65
FAILED - $2.40

From the odds u can tell im still very positive abt passing the test. Whoever interested can sms mi @ 92700152 for placing ur bets. =P

Ohh ya, today its e live EPL match btw Newcastle Untied and Everton, SCV channel 22 @ 10am. As usual, i do not haf the chance as i'll b in-camp. update mi e score if u happen 2 watch this match Kk? Thks~!

Pull, pull and pull...!

The date nw is 26 of nov 2004. my 2nd attempt on ippt is closing nearer n nearer. Well my intensive training still goes on bt time is running out, i gotta prove im worth staying in the force. I guess i'll haf a wk more 2 prove anithing b4 its too late.

The word - TERMINATION always came 2 my mind during my stay in PA. sqmates keep reminding me abt this n i knw some of them realli concern me alot. i must nt let them dw ya?

im left with Pull-up station 2 b cleared n i knw i must, no matter wat clear this station... Next wk will b a crucial wk 4 me...i must realli do something...if nt i'll regret this 4 my whole life. Kicking mi out of Ns?


NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!

Anyway this is my blog and u guys r reading it, there's no pt hiding my weakness. Ya, ppl will laugh @ me bt this is a fact n im gonna face it sooner or later....

In case in passed out fr tracom, im choosing Police Coast Guard as my posting...ppl say im silly in choosing this unit bt i knw myself too well. Im nt up 4 e job in division, i hate paper work! judy knw dat.... =)

tmr will b a rest day 4 mi bcos my arms r aching n i MUST rest. im nt trying 2 b slack bt hopefully it will b a wise choice inorder 2 attain my objective.

SO SO SO .... PULL (*6) over the chin-up bar n that's simple. Anithing lesser den dat....





OUT I GO!

Meeting Up Session

yest my net frd (S1) msg mi n asked whether 2 catch a movie. Well, ever since we knw each other for 2yrs+ ago, may b its time 4 a meet up? so i tink y nt?

We decided to meet up for a show - Bridget Jones, The Edge Of Reason @ LIDO. It's a 2am show n we meet up @ Senja Lrt station bcos we stay very near of each other. We took a cab n meet her elder sis (which s1 requested) (S2) dw there.

I laughed out thru out e show bt still, e whole meeting screwed up bcos of 1 incident. The thing dat i was pissed off was, s1 n s2 made my pay for e ticket w/o even attempting 2 pay mi! Obviously i wasn't turn off nt bcos i was very particular abt e money issue. It's e attitude they made dat really made mi disappointed, especially s1. She din even bring her wallet out!

Many yrs ago, as usual i met a net frd 4 a movie, she insisted 2 pay me back e ticket $ n i was really impressed n appreciated 4 e effort she made, n again im nt going 4 e money. its e tots dat count.

worse cum to worst, they (s1 n 2) even make mi pay for their meal! It's fair dat i pay 4 e cabfare n i cant believe there r such gers exisiting. yes we r guys, so waT? y makes them so special abt it to the extent dat i mz serve them with foods and drinks?

Anyway i dun blame them, bcos this is Singapore n ppl r trained to b materialistic, which i hate dat. it's a sad thing 2 c, bt 2 me those gers realli left mi a very bad impression on them.

bt other den dat s1 was a nice lady. We sitted under her (mi n her, sis left for hm earlier) blk and chat till 9+am, it was a nice chat bt too bad she was those kind of lady who was money driven, so was her sis. $_$

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Ohh, time 2 prepare 4 book in. Will b back on fri evening...i really miz training life as compared 2 division life. Bt christmas falls in btw my block leave! Hooray...Ding Dong Bell! We wish u a merry christmas , we wish u a merry christmas, we wish a merry christmas n a happy new yr!


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My slogan: Blog so popular, even cousin reading it... ;p

What's wrong with me?

I hate u!






This was what a girl u dearly in luv said to u....



How will u feel?


After 10mths, i still cant 4got her. I tried my best 2 nt bother anithing abt her. E day she left, she was so mean,left w/o a word. Yet i dun hate her bt still luv her deeply as days goes by. Now i realised dat what's true luv. it's abt hoping she will b 2gether with a man who luvs her dearly altot she's nt by ur side. Hoping her every single day will b happy.

I dare not tink abt ani chance 2 b 2gether with her again.

It's jz a dead dream.....

i almost entered a r/s when i holds a ger hand bt in my mind for dat very sec, i was thinking abt her. Yes her. I knw it will b unfair if i don't luv dat ger. I retreated aft dat. I was pulled back fr another r/s. Aft so mani mths she's still hiding in my mind. i tried 2 chase her off my heart bt she still managed 2 stay inside, very deep inside....

She hates me. Y? I gave my very best in dat r/s n she jz left me 4 another guy. When she left, i dun blame her,hoping dat she found sum1 she luv. I was sad @ dat moment, i tried 2 crawl my way back reality n i managed to do dat recently. She was back again. I saw her recently. I was surprised 2 c sum1 i tot was dead in my life. The same old feelings was back 2 haunt me.

Almost every single nite i was tinking of her. does she knw abt it? I tell e whole world i'm e guy dat luv her most. May be i can jz delete her no. off bcos she jz changed her mobile no. n b4 i can rem her no. in my heart, which i cant delete there aft. May b i'll b regretted doing so bt by deleting her no. , this will remove my ani chance of msging or even call her in future. I must b mean 2 myself. So rite nw, i'll delete her no. away as fr 2dae.

If Diana even c this msg, this is wat i wanted 2 say 2 u:

For watever things u do in future, i'll nt knw. Hope u will tk gd care of yrself n found sum1 who can tk care of u. Most imptly, luv u more den i do. i'll always cherish every moments i spent with u 2gether. U can hate me if u wan, bt i hope everything will cum 2 an end by 2dae.

I luv u....

Newcastle 1 Man U 3

Haiz..Altot Alan the Man scored against man u, bt newcastle still lose to my rival with the heartbreaking scoreline of 1-3. I do nt haf e chance 2 watch this match bcos im, as usual, doing my patroling ard btpj,AGAIN...abit sick n tired of e life dw there..

cases attended 2dae:

- POSB CISCO ALARM ACTIVATED : Haf u ever tried standing infront of e POSB counter @ 2am in the morning? - I did!

- FAMILY VIOLENCE @ CCK : Tragic Story, sad case. Daughter scratched her dad's back with both her hands. Red mark found on the complt back. Complt reported to police, accused fled! lolz...

- NOISE HEARD BY COMPLT @ 4AM, bt when we arrived @ scene, we heard onli crickets sound. the complt told us 2 listen carefully of e "noise" in her rm. 3 of us heard nth. We concluded dat the lady was INSANE. We heard nth yet she still say she heard sumthing unusual. That was strange i tot...We call this type of person as 32. Y?

Cos according to law manual,under section 32 chap 224 of the penal code. Those type of person r classfied as unsound mind person.

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R u 1 of them?