days after days...Wks after wks...yrs after yrs...life cycle goes on n on until the day u catch ur very last breathe. Life is fragile like a little baby skull. sad 2 say that i'd jz attended a death case on 23/07. Jz a natural death case n it seem like im more numb 2 c e deceased infront of me n this was e 3rd time i c dead ppl infront of my eyes since i join e force. Yest jz attended Alan father's funeral wake n infd by him that his father jz passed away bcos of high blood pressure. No signal n god took a father n a husband of a close family out of e sudden. Life is fragile...so fragile, don't u tink so? 1 min u r here luffing loud while eating a bowl of fishball noodle but u wun knw e next min 1 fishball might cause ur life away...
Yes...1 killer fishball might choke u 2 death. When i blog, im nt joking abt dat. Jz 2 share abt some incident where my mind will makes me tink of the word -DEATH.
1)When im coughing aft puffing a stick of cigarette.
2)When im riding on my frd's bike. Especially Lawrence bike in poly dayz.. he's a hell rider man!
3)When....im imagining e pessimistic things in life. Imagination can bring u to somewhere u cant travel in realistic life.
Aiya no time le la....im running late. cos 2dae im going 2 funan centre 2 redempt my 15 inches LCD minitor ..lalala...as well as sending my idiotic mp3 player which cost @ $169 n i used it for a wk b4 it goes "sick"? Knn... -_-"
Go liaoz..Kia la Kia la( Go la Go la) Bye!
Monday, July 25, 2005
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Happy 1 mth!
its 1 mth since I brought a pack of cigarettes @ MaMashop etc.. it was an amazing results I can say, but on n off still smk la...source of cig are my victimize frds and bro. Now wun get flu in the morning w/o smk. Less tots 4 smking n I can proudly say I can easily go w/o smking 4 a day! BO LAKSA la... Yeah Yeah Yeah..~!~!~
2dae went for team function @ Lau Pasa for e celebration of ASP(2) Sim, SI Sim and SSSgt Jamal n also the departure of ridzuan n irwan after they ORD. Sad tot...but I tink life is @ such, ppl come n go..jz wish both of them all e best! work well out there~ actually nt much issues also. jz got my bonus n this time ard I must save!~ It will b fearful if I gt no savings n 1 day I might b begging on e streets~
Gimme e power of work n I must jiayou since leaving 2 checkpt came to an dead end. I shldn't tinking abt LOBO life as wat my TL said: go checkpt MEI CHU XI! Howtat ar! mz jia you hor...e journey is stil a long 1 n dun tink too much la.. strike well 4 ur future n all e way!!
2dae went for team function @ Lau Pasa for e celebration of ASP(2) Sim, SI Sim and SSSgt Jamal n also the departure of ridzuan n irwan after they ORD. Sad tot...but I tink life is @ such, ppl come n go..jz wish both of them all e best! work well out there~ actually nt much issues also. jz got my bonus n this time ard I must save!~ It will b fearful if I gt no savings n 1 day I might b begging on e streets~
Gimme e power of work n I must jiayou since leaving 2 checkpt came to an dead end. I shldn't tinking abt LOBO life as wat my TL said: go checkpt MEI CHU XI! Howtat ar! mz jia you hor...e journey is stil a long 1 n dun tink too much la.. strike well 4 ur future n all e way!!
All e way.....2 e very end of life!
Monday, July 04, 2005
IOC Depolyment
3 of the last 4 2nd off day kana shit...1st is In-service, den Ethnics Seminar and now its IOC Deployment! No freedom @ all! life's like a piece of shit. Kana screwed more often den usual. Starting to take up those missing person file and work wise getting more confusing...I was wondering im a clerk or a policeman. Anyway IOC deployment will be the escorting team. Lol...actually its oso an eye-opener la..I may b escorting stars like beckham or king or queen of nowhere... Tmr haf 2 report early in the morning den the following day is morning shift againz...argh!~!~~ erm 4 thos interested in my personal life, here r some details things happened 2 mi recently
mp3 spoilt: Knn!~!~~ jz brought dunno a week den nw can start cant play song!! Going 2 sim lim tower soon. Lesson Learnt: Buy established brand n nt ulu 1!
Extension of maxonline 2000 contract: getting a 17 inches LCD Monitor...by topping up $139 and extend the plan 4 another 2yrs. Erm...quite a gd offers, redemption @ Fu Nan...2 weeks time..can go @ the same time where i sent my mp3 for REPAIR!!
Quit Smoking Campaign: Erm..this morning jz smk 2 sticks which i took it fr my brother w/o his notice...theft case i guess, lol...b4 its an amazing 55hrs record w/o smk. its all his fault!! who ask him 2 b @ hm, if nt i can prolong my record... argh!~!~
Near future: actually waiting 5 mama cook while blogging, so later soccer @ nite lor...mz execise liao leh! gained wt!! ard 2-3 kg..kns shorts like forcefully wearing it. lol...ippt coming also!! knn...must clear b4 aug if nt must speak 2 e commander for explaination! shit rite! y e hell my ippt concerning u ? nabei...Oops...sorry for all those XXX words, this is me. lalala...
mp3 spoilt: Knn!~!~~ jz brought dunno a week den nw can start cant play song!! Going 2 sim lim tower soon. Lesson Learnt: Buy established brand n nt ulu 1!
Extension of maxonline 2000 contract: getting a 17 inches LCD Monitor...by topping up $139 and extend the plan 4 another 2yrs. Erm...quite a gd offers, redemption @ Fu Nan...2 weeks time..can go @ the same time where i sent my mp3 for REPAIR!!
Quit Smoking Campaign: Erm..this morning jz smk 2 sticks which i took it fr my brother w/o his notice...theft case i guess, lol...b4 its an amazing 55hrs record w/o smk. its all his fault!! who ask him 2 b @ hm, if nt i can prolong my record... argh!~!~
Near future: actually waiting 5 mama cook while blogging, so later soccer @ nite lor...mz execise liao leh! gained wt!! ard 2-3 kg..kns shorts like forcefully wearing it. lol...ippt coming also!! knn...must clear b4 aug if nt must speak 2 e commander for explaination! shit rite! y e hell my ippt concerning u ? nabei...Oops...sorry for all those XXX words, this is me. lalala...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Temptation
Will I fall back to square 1? Tempted 2 smk tempted 2 smk...I can assured u dat e most diff moment of my life wil be nw.... 10days w/o buying ani cigarettes...that's a great achievement I guess..but hw long I can last till e battle ends? or will e battle with e nicotine b prolonging? Everytime I c ppl smk, I can say im desperate? Ya...desperate, altot that's nt a very nice word 2 use, but true! I'm desperate! Oops.. =X
My salary 4 tis mth is drying up real soon! all bcos of my shopping addiction which I picked up recently...brought a pink T-shirt(1st in my entire life) which I planned 2 buy since poly dayz, rite jude? Den brought a Puma street soccer shoes @ $49! also my 1st street soccer shoes, 1st MP3 play @ $169 and a Giordano 3/4 pants @ $39. Over-budget bt I tink its much more worth it den puffing my cash and life away...All these will b with me for years? What cigarettes left r tar in my black black heart. Scary huh?
Ohh btw recently attended a natural death case @ teck whye. Haiz..my 2nd death case attended. Its was a sad story and e lady died after suffering cancer for years n kidney problem...she fell dw fr e bed and was onli discovered in the morning. Upon arrival, her body was lying on e ground with blood on her mouth and was covered with a white cloth. That's horrible 4 mi bcos I haf 2 stand beside e body for hrs inorder for e family doc 2 arrive 2 certified her death and issuing CCOD, certificate cause of death . A CCOD haf 2 issued by a doc to officially certify her death altot e paramedic haf pronounce her death earlier on. Body shld nt b moved unless instruction by e doc, whom issued e CCOD. If there was no doc there 2 certify her death, her body will b send 2 SGH for Post-morten by police hearse n aft e decease is certified e death was by natural, den e body can b claimed by e relative. E process will b longer in the event where's no family doc 2 certify. if a CCOD was issued, e body den can b process 2 cremate or bury. So better engaged in a Family Doc now if not ur body may b left @ scene for hrs where no doc will certify ur death(No offend 2 e deceased) and will b sent for post-morten!
My salary 4 tis mth is drying up real soon! all bcos of my shopping addiction which I picked up recently...brought a pink T-shirt(1st in my entire life) which I planned 2 buy since poly dayz, rite jude? Den brought a Puma street soccer shoes @ $49! also my 1st street soccer shoes, 1st MP3 play @ $169 and a Giordano 3/4 pants @ $39. Over-budget bt I tink its much more worth it den puffing my cash and life away...All these will b with me for years? What cigarettes left r tar in my black black heart. Scary huh?
Ohh btw recently attended a natural death case @ teck whye. Haiz..my 2nd death case attended. Its was a sad story and e lady died after suffering cancer for years n kidney problem...she fell dw fr e bed and was onli discovered in the morning. Upon arrival, her body was lying on e ground with blood on her mouth and was covered with a white cloth. That's horrible 4 mi bcos I haf 2 stand beside e body for hrs inorder for e family doc 2 arrive 2 certified her death and issuing CCOD, certificate cause of death . A CCOD haf 2 issued by a doc to officially certify her death altot e paramedic haf pronounce her death earlier on. Body shld nt b moved unless instruction by e doc, whom issued e CCOD. If there was no doc there 2 certify her death, her body will b send 2 SGH for Post-morten by police hearse n aft e decease is certified e death was by natural, den e body can b claimed by e relative. E process will b longer in the event where's no family doc 2 certify. if a CCOD was issued, e body den can b process 2 cremate or bury. So better engaged in a Family Doc now if not ur body may b left @ scene for hrs where no doc will certify ur death(No offend 2 e deceased) and will b sent for post-morten!
Monday, June 20, 2005
Progression
Erm..there r gd n bad news.
Bad News
Since e 1st day i intend 2 quit. My best records was 24hrs w/o a stick. Pretty impression for a regular smoker like me. But bad news is dat i smk everyday since e day i intended 2 quit...
Good News
But its been 1 wk since I last brought Cigarettes. It's a gd sign bcos if i stopped buying, i'll haf a great impact on e cig i smk daily n gradually i'll cut dw e no. of sticks I requests fr my frds. I'll try 2 kick e habit of smking @ certain period of e day, etc waking up a stick, walking 2 tk lrt a stick and most impt aft meal a stick!!
Altot e results is nt dat significant bt there's r so much room for improvement. Cheers 2 howtarts! jia you jia you!
Bad News
Since e 1st day i intend 2 quit. My best records was 24hrs w/o a stick. Pretty impression for a regular smoker like me. But bad news is dat i smk everyday since e day i intended 2 quit...
Good News
But its been 1 wk since I last brought Cigarettes. It's a gd sign bcos if i stopped buying, i'll haf a great impact on e cig i smk daily n gradually i'll cut dw e no. of sticks I requests fr my frds. I'll try 2 kick e habit of smking @ certain period of e day, etc waking up a stick, walking 2 tk lrt a stick and most impt aft meal a stick!!
Altot e results is nt dat significant bt there's r so much room for improvement. Cheers 2 howtarts! jia you jia you!
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