Phase I of room revamping was completed. =)

Yesterday went to a neighborhood furniture shop @ Bukit Batok with my Brother. Here’s my satisfying acquisition which I captured with economical budget:

Computer table- $ 69/- (Best Buy)


Gd bye to the 6 yrs old IKEA computer table, it will be greatly missed.


Drawer $69/- (Wooden made with solid wood finish.)


Display stand $16/- (Chip pine wood)


Also share cost with my Brother and brought a rocking chair for my Dad’s. Though I only contribute a little. It’s the thoughts that count?

My $1 system about less than half filled. Get more sunshine near to the window to grow. =P



I will be entering into the phase II of the project. That’s including repainting of room, final touch up to be done. It will be on hold awhile due to my Bike 2B mission. It will be completed no matter what, update you guys again as I am heading off for work. Cya!

烟火

是否还记得
一起看烟火
我在你眼里看到闪烁
冷冽的寒风把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中没想太多
爱情里的心动常常让我难以去捉摸
付出感情太多原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱这感觉
短暂纪念在你我之间
有时说变就变就像烟火
下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑这画面
短暂纪念放在心里面
你说过的永远留在昨天
就当它是我最美的纪念...

I am out of poverty with effect from today, 25 March 2008. I am glad that I persistently hold my belief. Ta da! I am really out of the trouble because deep down inside of me, I know the stage of insecurity to others was over. Time to welcome the bright boy boy, Mr Hendry Yap.

Remember my 2005 friendster blog entry? That $1 coins system. During that time, it collapsed due to my gambling habit. I changed all the coins. On 20/11/2007, the system is back on track. Now the little cute angel is growing taller and taller as days goes by. As a parents of it, I hope this time round it will grown to full height. No matter what happened in future, I will see 'it' through. I am not counting on the amount and prefer to be in mystical. I will take a photo shot of it soon. =0)

I swear to god that I WILL NEVER EVER TURN BACK TO MY OWN SELF. I will be a better man for my future.

Mark my word as I can't afford to be a promise breaker again...

I am really grateful that you do care my feelings even until now. I know you read my blog and answer to my prayer. Thanks bao bei dear dear. I can't stop myself from addressing you with that because I know even if you left, you will always be my one and only bao bei dear dear. Too bad that no one can turn back time. A mistake is all it takes to lose the battle. I know that I had taken you for granted in the past. I am sorry once again. I am human after all. I take things for granted and only learnt after you left. Sometimes I was wondering if I changed for the better and you doesn't give up on me, will I stand a chance?

You will always be my life time regret. No matter who came into my life thereafter, I still felt you are my only love. Perhaps in future, someone will enter into my life. I might fall in love once again. But let me assure you that no matter who I met, you are still my most loved.

Sorry for being so emo on my last SMS. I know you might run away because of my reply. My love for you will still be the same as compared to the past. I think its even deeper. You left for another person but I still hope he's the right man for you ba. Thanks for leaving me and make me a better person. It a painful lesson to learn from.

I quit gambling for your sake. I will try to be a family man and treat my parents with all my heart and soul. I will respect elderly with no nonsense. I will fulfill all the empty promises which I never provide you. I will quit smoking for you because that's my biggest disappointment which I fault on you.

I will still hope for miracle. That slim chance. That foolish me thinkings. I am just like a drunk person who doesn't wish to be sober. Let me be naive in our relationship because you haven't say break off until now. I still treat you like a two timer bao bei.

Enough of my silly thoughts. I think I am abit tipsy. Time to sleep now as I am left with 3 hrs and 23 mins before my morning shift starts. Once again, thanks thanks for the SMS today because it really mean alot to me...

Thinking things through.

No matter how you changed your blog layouts by removing the achieves and photos, you will never get out of the shadow. If your past is that embarrassing to be reveal to others, than why not change your blog address and you can start blogging a new life once again. I am not trying to be a interrupter and dictate what you should do. I am in no position anymore. I am here to give you another helping hand, an option that goes well with the direction which you are heading to. I am your blog reader as you know. I know you may detest me from reading and doesn't feel comfortable when I reads. That's why you are indecisive of changing a blog address. You don't have to prove to me that you can mantain the old address. I know you can't and will soon change a new blog. Trust me, I know you too well, you will still change eventually. If you decided to change, definitely I am not part of the plan and you had decided to remove me away. I know and please don't deny. I accept that.

Our past is nothing to cherish, our heart felt moments will be left in the past. I know you doesn't want to carry with you now. Let it go, forget about me. I know you are doing well now. Friend's or not does it matters now? I know you can't accept me as a friend's. Stop deceiving yourself as I know you will never speak up for yourself. You don't owe an explanation because I had realised it all gradually...

You don't have to bother me actually. Whatever things I've said here is my point of view. I know you will never call, msn or SMS me anymore and I can't look forward to it. I know I am a stranger now. Suan le ba. You do whatever things you like, as long as you are happy with it.

Again and again, I tell myself that if you are 'xingfu', nothing reall concerns. Jiayou ba.