Many people say God created the world on the 7Th day. I think my mental health will strengthen on the 7Th day as I know the week is coming to an end. I have a lot of side bets with people around me, ranging from an ice-cream, a movie treat to even a $1000 fine (Which I don't think I will declare truthfully if I lose. ;p). The bottom line is not to cheat.
Do I look like a cheater to you? People can always feel my sincerity when I meant business. I publicised this Anti-smoking campaign on my face book to increase my stake. A higher stake which I can't afford to lose. Else the whole world will be laughing on me. I hope this run will continue till my 27Th birthday. I started to feel irritated when my friends and colleagues are smoking around me. It's not the temptation but the smell that irks me.
I'm really appreciated that you contacted me. Yes I do and I'm not asking anything much more from you with even just a response can really make me feel better.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
100 Hours Non-smoking!
I had made it to the 100Th hours mark aka 4 days 4 hours. Although it's still a long way for me to officially announce to the world that I quited. But as far as the progression goes, it went pretty smoothly. =)
I wanted to to share my joy and achievement even it's just a personal affairs which others might think it's easy. I hope one day you can follow me to the right path and to kick off the bad habit! It's not easy to find someone who are able to guide you through and I hope I will be the one sharing my experiences.
I went off for another swim 2 days ago and I managed to finish 8 laps! It's amazing to regain that kind of stamina and the reward which you gained is much more than what you might get from smoking. Remember there's no advantages of being a smoker, let alone a woman?
Yup, I miss you still and I am just hoping one fine day you might just give me a ring when I am least expected. Nope I am not crazy over you but I am just falling in love with you at the wrong time, wrong place and wrong situation etc. I am sensible but not rationale. If love can be manipulate in that way, I will just find a baby machine as my wife and speaks everything about money. Life is way too much things we can measure beside monies. May be I am just naive but also determined in my belief. I don't know how long I will still be around here and eventually I should die down from here and went disappeared.
Remember our story ending is 'to be continued' instead of 'the end. One day if you were to leave, just let me know instead of disappearing just that. It get quite irritable when people does that to me and I pray that you understood what I meant. =)
I wanted to to share my joy and achievement even it's just a personal affairs which others might think it's easy. I hope one day you can follow me to the right path and to kick off the bad habit! It's not easy to find someone who are able to guide you through and I hope I will be the one sharing my experiences.
I went off for another swim 2 days ago and I managed to finish 8 laps! It's amazing to regain that kind of stamina and the reward which you gained is much more than what you might get from smoking. Remember there's no advantages of being a smoker, let alone a woman?
Yup, I miss you still and I am just hoping one fine day you might just give me a ring when I am least expected. Nope I am not crazy over you but I am just falling in love with you at the wrong time, wrong place and wrong situation etc. I am sensible but not rationale. If love can be manipulate in that way, I will just find a baby machine as my wife and speaks everything about money. Life is way too much things we can measure beside monies. May be I am just naive but also determined in my belief. I don't know how long I will still be around here and eventually I should die down from here and went disappeared.
Remember our story ending is 'to be continued' instead of 'the end. One day if you were to leave, just let me know instead of disappearing just that. It get quite irritable when people does that to me and I pray that you understood what I meant. =)
Thursday, October 14, 2010
1D 9H of smoking cessation
I just came back home around 1pm after my night shift. I am tired now and later I will be having an operations. Damn loan shark who damage the car by mischief by fire. You may refer to the newspaper yesterday. Due to that, a prolong deployment will be conducted. I can't reveal to you much here as I am uncertain if there is anyone following closely on my blog entry. I hope not.
It's 1 day and 9 hours of smoke-free environment for me! I managed to survive for my night shift and even crashed a colleague cigarette in front of him when he offered me a puff ;)
I bet I am that mischievous since the day you know me. But I will prove everyone wrong and some say they give me 3 days to start smoking again.
Hmm..so what you think of my campaign?
It's 1 day and 9 hours of smoke-free environment for me! I managed to survive for my night shift and even crashed a colleague cigarette in front of him when he offered me a puff ;)
I bet I am that mischievous since the day you know me. But I will prove everyone wrong and some say they give me 3 days to start smoking again.
Hmm..so what you think of my campaign?
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
My fb post today
- Made my PAssion card finally.
Without any delay, I'd made my PAssion card and stop my procastination.
- Excused from Pull-up and opt for bicycle (AAFT) instead of 2.4km run...I've got 3 months to pass it!
I went to see the Banyan Clinic at Jurong West. Along the way back from bus 180, I passed by your area. Memories flashed in my brain. I miss you as days goes by. I received your SMS while waiting for the doctor. I was once again struggled and told myself not to reply me via any mobile communication. I was eager to talk to you about my exemption but I know I can't. You think avoiding me can really heals me? It will deceive myself that you are gone. I really misses you as someone special.
- Just Came back from a swim at the new Senja-Cashew CC
It was my first time there. I'm gonna train up and get away with the IPPT. it was tiring after 4 laps of swim. I was exhausted.
- Finished mopping vacuuming the room.
To kill me off, I completed the ultimate task by clearing up my room messes.
All in all, all these above activities were done by myself alone. I need your company and I don't think you will have time for me let alone that you are helping me by avoiding. My line will still be open for you 24*7. If you ever need me, you can come to me. I told you not to say the word 'SORRY'. it makes me feel worse that you are doing bad to me. It's not your fault as I said. It's a one sided pathetic way of living my life.
Selamat malam NS.
Without any delay, I'd made my PAssion card and stop my procastination.
- Excused from Pull-up and opt for bicycle (AAFT) instead of 2.4km run...I've got 3 months to pass it!
I went to see the Banyan Clinic at Jurong West. Along the way back from bus 180, I passed by your area. Memories flashed in my brain. I miss you as days goes by. I received your SMS while waiting for the doctor. I was once again struggled and told myself not to reply me via any mobile communication. I was eager to talk to you about my exemption but I know I can't. You think avoiding me can really heals me? It will deceive myself that you are gone. I really misses you as someone special.
- Just Came back from a swim at the new Senja-Cashew CC
It was my first time there. I'm gonna train up and get away with the IPPT. it was tiring after 4 laps of swim. I was exhausted.
- Finished mopping vacuuming the room.
To kill me off, I completed the ultimate task by clearing up my room messes.
All in all, all these above activities were done by myself alone. I need your company and I don't think you will have time for me let alone that you are helping me by avoiding. My line will still be open for you 24*7. If you ever need me, you can come to me. I told you not to say the word 'SORRY'. it makes me feel worse that you are doing bad to me. It's not your fault as I said. It's a one sided pathetic way of living my life.
Selamat malam NS.
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