Weight gaining (OMG)

Yes, I was shocked when I was standing on the weighing machine. Starring blank for a moment before I started to deny my weight gain was due to heavy clothing or a heavy meal before weighing. Undoubting that my tummy had grown due to drinking habits and late night supper. But it's always the actual fact (weight) which will brought you down to earth.

I ought to do something before I was labelled as an obese. It's scary and it seem like there's another battle for me to deal with.

May be its the end of it

She's not responding to me anymore. Guess its the end of this short stint fairy tale of mine.

Credit Cards destroy life - Proven

Credit Cards are demons and I'm going to destroy most of it, by cutting it into pieces.

All About Her

Last night we had a lengthy chat over Whatsapp where my fingers were numbed for numerous times due to the constraint hand phone typing space, particulars after using Hanyupinyin. Somehow or rather I sensed that we can actually communicate in our way. However, she highlighted that currently she has a boyfriend (Which I'd expected). It's a respectful confession before we continue our friendship. It's also a good sign to let someone from the opposite sex you are seeing to know that you already had a partner. At the same time, keep an open mind set on what's coming without doing anything unfaithful towards your other half.

That's the beauty of a relationship, having to trust each other while not restricting them to pursue for better opportunity. I also believe that what's yours, will jolly well be yours and what's not, will never be yours. That doesn't mean you don't treasure her existence and moments with her. It's about spreading your arms to let go something that isn't yours in the end. After a total failure in a serious relationship a few years back, I tend to take such an approach in a causal manner. Relationship is like maintaining a rental contract, you will never know when will there be a dispute over the contract detail and when the contract expires, it's time to find a new tenure.

She had headed back to Malaysia and really looking forward to chat with her over the phone, bearing in mind that she has a boyfriend. Not a third party who destroy relationship but always believe 'best man wins'. Should see how it goes before the next cause of action. ;)

Finally she replied

Lifting my courage to send her a SMS and it took her 5 hours 23 mins before she replied. This is seriously insane and I was fully relief when she replied. What am I doing all these? But to say that the encounter was such a BEAUTY and I just hope this feeling will extend further. Definitely not in love with her but I'm someone who naively believe in fate even at my old age. I trusted my intuition and I'm trying to befriend her, without motive, threats or ill objective. It's always started from friendship and I'm not hoping for anything. She might be a mutual friend or simply just a passerby as time goes by. We never know what destiny will lead you to, at least you tried and there's no regret.

We were exchanges out replies in Mandarin language and I had a hard time replying Chinese character based on 'Hanyupinyin'. However, my first impression to her shouldn't be detestable, that's the most crucial factor for strangers, else she wouldn't reply. I'm half-way victorious and will keep an open mind. Stay tune for more update soon!