Wai Seng and Mei Hui Wedding

Last Saturday attended one of my secondary school classmates wedding, Wai Seng and Mei Hui tied the knot after almost 15 years old of courtship. How many couple can reach to such a stage, such a duration, let alone marriage, in which some can't even last that long. I felt happy for the both of them, having seen them together since the school days.

During the wedding dinner, sitting across me were Wenlong and his spousal, Kimguan with his Malaysian girlfriend and together with Zhirong and Jengang who was also currently in a relationship. Am I really left behind on the lovable table? It's something you can hope for but can't beg for. How I wish to start a family, seeing kids running around the house with their cries filling up my life. Looking afar, it seems clueless to me as to who the other halve will be. Time is running away from me and let's pray that someone will be appearing soon.

Only Just a Dream

I have a dream which was so vividly remembered during a sleep earlier on. I thought I could just noted it down before everything turns faint. It's the first time in my life that a facial image of a stranger that appears in my dream was so clear. She was a Malay teenager, stays in Bukit Panjang for 5 years, used to stay at Alexandra when her brother was schooling in Boon lay Secondary/Primary School then. We walked a street after seeing off one of her female friend, who met up with another Malay guy. I told her that I'm learning Malay, a word a day on an iPhone application, which generate a Malay word past midnight.

I did not have a chance to ask for her name because my freaking cousin called me during the most crucial moments. Damn, dream there's no continuation, how I wish. Otherwise, I would have Facebook-search her. Do you believe that a person you met in your dream would come to reality in life. May be he or she is situated somewhere in this world. The best way to capture dream image after a sleep was to remain in a dark place, close your eyes and try to fallback on what had happened. Take a pen and paper to note down the encounter (blogging also considered). Preferably to recount some 4D numbers as what my parents always does.

At some point, you will encounter Deja Vu, certain scenery, colors, situations, characters, events might appear to you in a familiar fashion. As what people always said, hope for a dream come true for life completion.

~ Author, a dreamer on 21st Apr 2012 ~

Another Battle On

In the past, I was indulging in the deluge of beers, squandering all my money on public entertainment. I've reached to a point of life where loneliness got the better of me and it leads me towards THAT wayward life. A bad habit that I'm slowly cutting down. It's not easy to fight loneliness especially when you are not occupied. Always felt that there are missing pieces in my life and I've yet to find the completion.

I am someone who is very sensitive to comments/feelings who made known to me from people around me,in a direct or indirect manner. The fact that I've turned FAT is an obvious indication. Whenever a long lost friend saw me, the first question is 'You have turned FAT!!' My face is more rounded than usual and my tummy is ever enlarging with no limits.

The time has come to do something about it before the WORD 'obesity' was labelled on the either side of my butt. I've started to eat wholemeal bread with tuna during work. The spirit that was used for quit smoking shall be implemented on the weight losing campaign.

Smoking cessation campaign, weight lose show down, stop-alcohol exercise. Life's hard for me as the battle is never ending....

Slimming Program

Today had tuna mayo with whole meal breads for lunch, was quite awful to eat that accompanied with fresh milk. The price to sliming is way too much than the scarifies today. Shall keep on maintaining the healthy diet for a period of time. Stay tune . :)

Job and Life, are they interrelated somewhere?

Just came back home after a lengthy chat with my cousin. We were discussing about life fulfillment very much on the topic. Would you leave your current job with an already-comfortable pay or venture to another working industry with zero knowledge? He is drawing about 5k a month and working for his employer, who will be inheriting the business to his family for the future. Having said that, all in all it's more to the career advancement that's achievable rather than an monotonous income with no security.

'I will rather do a job which is relatively comfortable living with passion, rather than a hater job with a high income. Will you be happy after all?'