Sunday, April 28, 2013

Friendship of 23 years

Fond memories gathered on 27th April 2013, 8 years+ since the last primary school gathering. Exactly 15 years ago on this day, I broke off with my 初恋情人。it's always a sweet thing to recap with your primary school on the happening way back then. Let's hope the next gathering will be sooner as we can't afford another 10 years or so for the next meet up. KTV soon!

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Dream & Reality

I had a weird dream yesterday. It's was a scene where I was driving a motorbike in a congested road. My mobile phone and wallet were missing. In panic mode in search for the lost items.

When I called up my mobile number, guess what! My secondary school classmate (the one who fancy me) picked up the call and mentioned that the phone was lost with only the SIM card with her. It's kinda ridiculous when I thought the only way to get back my SIM card was to meet her. There along the road, I recovered my wallet with all the cash missing.

日有所思、夜有所梦:
梦是一种常见的思想排泄的方法,将大脑多余的思想通过梦的方式进行释放。

It's true in that sense. Subconsciously I thought of her pestering (I'm bad) and while in Thailand, I'm very watchful over my wallet as I heard about pickpocket that slits your jeans pocket and stolen your valuables. I was pursuing my bike lesson for years and lately applied for PDL.

Dream is a fantasy which can bring you to a place where your reality can't. It brings joy, sadness, mystery and sense of reality for a moment but nothing yield at the time of awake.

It's morning now, stop day dreaming tarts!

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Patching @ 9.00am

I can't remember how many times I've try quitting to smoke. A couple of minutes ago, in the humid LRT train to work, I patched on my left arm, marking my record breaking times of quitting within a year. It's back to square one once again and let's see the spell will last for how long.

Topic: Work, Housing and Love - Things revolving us everyday

Procrastination hit me real hard for the past one month. Supposedly to blog on my Thailand encounter but never have the 'form' to diary down. Should be a long entry as I have so much things to say. To express my feelings lately will be a better option since I have limited time before sleep. Will continue that on the next entry.

Things revolving us everyday - Which have a great impact on our well being, day to day life :

Work Consideration
Being in the office hour for a loan period of 2 months, I felt that I am someone who refused be idling for too long due to the routine 9-6 job scope. Shift work is tiring and as age goes deeper into the twilight years, I felt the tension. Somehow or rather, I think I will endure for few more years before considering a move. I am in favor to return back to the uniform life after this short stint. That was the reason of joining the force although the shift work system is not ideal and many colleagues won't return after they were loaned there and opt to stay. It's never easy manning the junior because the perception and enduring level for the younger generation is different. Somehow or rather, I would love to return back to the team without much hesitation because policing is so dynamic and challenging. I can't blog much on what's happening at work (since the high profile incident way back in 2008), I shall cease divulging any sensitive information due to my work nature.

Housing Issue
Many people preferred to have a two-person-world mindset and refused to stay with their parents. Since I think I am going to be single for at least a few years, I've decided to take up the ownership of the new flat and stay with my parents. No one can predict the future as it is always ever-changing. You can argue that I am someone without any vision in life and never plan much. I just felt that things should be sequenced accordance to its flow. Doing the right thing now is better to plan for things which never materialise. Isn't it? Purchased a 5 room flat which was 3 minutes away from my current flat. Opting for comfort life even if the burden is heavy for me, it's better than the current state our family is going now. One's have to sacrifices and it gotta be me, no hard feelings.

Love Life
Should be the shortest paragraph for this entry. Most people asked me about the lady appeared in my Thailand-Facebook posts. To keep it short, I am single, she is a nun now. We never know how an affection between humans can bring up to, keeping an open mind once again in a relationship is crucial. Being single and doing what a single person ought to do. I believe no one can fault me on that, even if I posted 100 sexy babes taking photos with me. My 5 cents worth of thought before my sleep.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Dark secret

I'm in Bangkok now. So much dark secrets for this trip.