Crush and not burnt

Three solid month of fighting. Crush and not burnt. All I can say is that I NEARLY PUFF. In the spit moment, I crushed the cigarette. It's always so hard to start things all over again and you have to stop thinking that everything will start all over again. I think I am just buying time with the nicotine demon...

Chaya was so mean...even when I said good bye, she don't seem to bother....after much affection.

The day started all wrong

Morning shift on a Sunday morning. The day started all wrong when I headed back home after forgotten my essential item - wallet. Left home and walked back again after my pairs of sock was not with me. Left with limited time, I booked a taxi and choose the wrong pickup location. Called back to verified and accidentally cancelled the booking!! Now, with the second booking, I hope I won't be too late for work. Cabby uncle, quick! 

Bringing back my childhood memories,perfect vision,health & wealth

 Beehoon which brought me back to my childhood days - 13/07/2013

When I was in primary school, over the weekends will always be at commonwealth crescent,my ah po's house. My parents will play Mahjong and when we were heading back home, I will always looking forward for the infamous beehoon store with the tasty chicken wing. 20 years went past and I managed to chance upon the newspaper article of the beehoon store, the uncle is back to business. The taste of it was not that great as what I expected. May be when we were young, we tend to be contented over small little things, easily fulfilled. But every taste of it bring back my fond memories that bring me 20 years back. Definitely will visit this beehoon store. It's located at Blk 85 Redhill close. Try it?

Lasik treatment which I yearn for years - 15/07/2013

Wearing spectacle is always hassle and finally I am going for the Lasik treatment , probably next month. I was in cloud nine that I am eligible for the treatment after the evaluation consultation was concluded. This is definitely a good investment although it cost over three over thousands. I hope the surgery will be a success and wish me well!

QUIT - Smoke, Gamble, Drink (SGD = $$$)

Last sticks - 30/04/2013, Last gamble & drink: 14/07/2013

I will AIM & TRY to quit gambling and most importantly is to quit drinking! Not forgetting of resisting the smoking crave. It's been two days since I last drink (clap clap clap) but I am just trying and please don't blame me if I failed. ultimately, this three demons will cost me MONEY!

Grandma

Grandma was staying with us now. She is talking nonsensically and this remind me of the life of an oldy. So when we are young, play hard and live life to the fullest. 

Another dead man gone - 89 years old

My grandpa passed away last morning. I have no grieve over his death since he never visit us since I was in my secondary school days. Perhaps the affiliation connectivity was not there, may be I am just too numb over the faces of death. Life's is so unpredictable and people come and go in this world almost every second. So, why should we be feeling sad over their's departure?

I am not cold blooded kinda person, but just a weirdo. I believe that my thinking is just too difference from others. I guess my job make me someone who is so used over seeing dead body.

So grandpa, no disrespect to you but I wish you all the best in the other world.