I smoked

Yes, break record for almost 4 months. While under the influence of alcohol, I smoked a few puffs @ 0242hrs. I don't feel bad on that. It's just a natural emotional flow which was kept at the inner me for months. No activation of panic alarm. I think I can manage that well.

'MZ' finally agreed to meet me after so much of talking on the phone. it would be in mid September. I always find her as potential one, if only she's interested in me. Keep fingers crossed and treat it with a 'normal heart'.

I'm so happy that my exemption for certain stage of the IPPT is finally cleared! Met a good doctor at Healthway and asked me which station I want to get exempted. Obviously is better than the previous doctor, when I mentioned my reason, he simply brushed me aside and said I 'Geng'!!! Passing for the IPPT is much more easier as I was looking to my promotion (Passing IPPT as the criteria) next year. it's not a bad day though, wish me luck me!

WRONG Impression

I am not sure why that I always gave a wrong impression of my opposite sex? Am I always expressing myself wrongly to the extent that they fall for me? Can't we just be friends? Just felt that I am an alien from outer space, no one gonna understand me totally, not even myself.

LASIK - Day 4

Doctor told me no sports, no contact with water so as to protect my eyes. I'm going crazy cause I can't run and my belly was upsized. Poor me.

Bali - September

Bali trip booked for the month of September. This will be the 3rd time I'm traveling this year. Ought to enjoy when you're young and single and to explore what the Mother Nature has for us. If there's a chance, I want to travel out of this south east asia continent in near future. 

Crush and not burnt

Three solid month of fighting. Crush and not burnt. All I can say is that I NEARLY PUFF. In the spit moment, I crushed the cigarette. It's always so hard to start things all over again and you have to stop thinking that everything will start all over again. I think I am just buying time with the nicotine demon...

Chaya was so mean...even when I said good bye, she don't seem to bother....after much affection.