Performance Bonus: B

My performance bonus is a B, which is equivalent to an over average grading, a two and a half month of bonus + $400, monetary amount which is close to five figure . I was overwhelming over the grading, given the fact that my work performance is of mediocre, in my own perspective. Sometimes if you don't expect too much in life, whichever good points came along will be an incentive.

we do have EXPECTATIONS in life for basically everything we do, feel or experience. Being low in expectation isn''t a shameful to think of. It's down to a person way of expecting things in their mind and projecting it to reality. There's no right or wrong to expect a lot and vice versa.

I have so many wish list in mind, I call that the little expectations in life

1) External Hard Disk
2) 20000mAh Power Bank
3) A Watch - Rolex Yacht Master 116655
4) Bottega Wallet

Correction, item 3 price is crazy, a $30000/- watch for first hand. Damn, I think I will have to stop drink for 10 years (37 days without drinking) before I am able to save that much. Daydreaming....

 

Rolex Yacht Master 116655 (Released in 2015)

Highnoon account SOLD off at SGD$1652

 

17th June 2015, after 8 months of building the above-mentioned account, I decided to sell of my Highnoon account (Killer Hen aka Nighthen to an arabic guy from saudi arabia, asking price of USD$1200. The transaction was completed after the amount of SGD$1652 was remitted via western union. Some told me that I had sold my account cheaply, given the time and effort put up. Spent hours over this game almost everyday, but I think it is time to offload it because this is controlling my life. Have to set my alarm everyday to wake up and play the game because of the rewards cut off time. The game is all about rewards which give me the world standing of 6th. There were days where I had overslept and missed playing the cut off period. This game is a sick game, you play in a daily compeition to complete for number 1 in the competition and it affect your sleep, energy and mood. If you lost a competition after hours of playing, you will feel angry.

 

This game will not last forever and I think it is time to let go at a handsome price. Very handsome. Tabulated from my iTunes store shows that I had spent almost $900/- in this game since 15th November 2013. At least I got back what I had spent with a little profit to go.

 



 

Record breaking weight

My weight is alarming, very atonishing after my holiday lately (Thailand, 19/02-02/02). 81.4kg.

I'm really serious about it and my body start to create a disgusted feel over alcohol. Keep trying and never give up. It's been 3 days without a drop of it. 

Susu!

Good Bye Team Charlie

Since December 2004, I was existence in Team Charlie after posted out from the Police Academy. Throughout my tenure, I had seen through 9 Team Leaders and many of the fellow officers who departed one by one. Often seen people leaving the team and it brings down the 'lost feelings' 'even if someone in the team who departed for good cause. We often make fun of people leaving the team by removing their photo card from the team chart. I was handed my photo card from the team chart a week before leaving. On the surface, it seem like a joking matter among the team mates for the transfer, deep down I started to tell myself that it is time to move on and an emotional feeling felt in me. No doubt that team in the nutshell, is just forming of people together and work as one. It is the affiliation and association relating to the team which makes it hard to leave.

After spending more than 10 years in the team, I guess it is time to say good bye to Team Charlie. There isn't much of a 10 years of a person's life. A good 10 years in the team is something of an achievement. Saddening for sure to leave my team mates after building up so much of a comraderies among us. When it is time to go, I still have to sign off.  I know the current team leader had some reserve in moving me and I am appreciative over his gesture. Till then, we meet again.


 

Day 13 of no alcohol intake, weight: 78.8kg

I had some insomnia last night, when anxiety was known for sleep,it creates a tension in placing yourself to doze off. Tired but feeling in my mind and ready to head off for work in an alert mind but rather a tired body. 

It's encouraging that I don't think of drinking during the night. I somehow realise that my body is adapting in the same way as the way of quit smoking. Resist in the very first few days and maintaining the belief which guide me down the journey on the later stage. It's the very start of payday and hope today will be another new beginning of a month without drinking. It's not hard to accomplish and definitely a must do thing is order to sherd off fats.

After a superb run my first off, my body's engine runs in a stable mode and I don't feel frustrated that easily. As said, way to go !